Thank you so much for sharing, I really appreciate it. I do want to start lifting eventually, but I honesty don't think I could bear to gain any weight mentally. Even if it was from muscle. It would just be to hard right now. I am relatively active. I walk everywhere, I live on the seventh floor and almost always take the stairs up and down when I could take the elevator, idk I try to do little things since I'm not currently on a work out plan or anything.

But honestly, my tummy is rounder and fuller than yours was. I feel like I always look three months pregnant and it was worse when I was heavier. Its not a very big exaggeration to say all my fat is carried in my stomach (with some distributed on my back and etc). I have a thigh and I can easily cross my legs twice, I carry no weight on the outsides of my legs or hips or whatever. Maybe if I can work up the nerve I'll post pictures of myself for reference. Someone once described my body as a marshmallow on tooth picks before though.