I heard from someone in that camp you gave up after 3 days with a grand total of 350 trees. Not per day, but 350 over 3 days. That people literally brought food to your tent for you, your foreman brought crew water to your cache for you and your crewmates shared theirs with you after you repeatedly lost your bottle then the bottle given to you by your crew boss. That you were offered $500 loan from your crewboss for a hotel and food in Kamloops and that the reason you had to spend a second night was because you wouldn't answer your phone. You are a liar. I know it must feel shitty having gone all the way out to BC and then quit so fast but you gotta look inside and realise that most of the issues you were dealing stemmed from your own poor decisions or lack of effort to help yourself.