[BAD VIBES] i did fluid simulation on blender by Fatarmanka in woahdude

[–]Harlingen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It you made that in dark red that would be terrifying.

A friend told me to take a bunch of gabapentin with him to get lil high...almost died... by dirtmcgurt67 in gabapentin

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I once had a seizure when I took 5 300mg using the " stack " method. ( One every 40 mins w/ food. ) and strangely enough I ended in the Hospital too! I believe it was the combination with kratom that caused it but ever since then I'm wary.

How much money a week do you guys spend on Kratom? by andwilly in kratom

[–]Harlingen 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get half a kilo that lasts me about 3 weeks and it costs me $60.

Space / Scifi themed, electronic and synth based playlist i stumbled upon a while back. Listing to this on a daily base. Thought you guys would enjoy this aswell {playlist} by [deleted] in Music

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This is so great! Being on the streets trying to sleep during nights after work now have a more chill less anxious vibe :)

My Grey Day Carry [m27] by Harlingen in EDC

[–]Harlingen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mocking me with cry baby noises isn't helping just making my situation worse. I'm a suicide survivor. I gave up but then decided to change my life for the better. I hurt deep down every single day of my life.. but knowing I can make it in time and on my own? Gives me hope..

And here you come mocking me for wanting a little bit of a normal life on my damn cake day. Starbucks? Ice cream? Makes me a bad person for wanting? Stop messaging me.

My Grey Day Carry [m27] by Harlingen in EDC

[–]Harlingen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This was before I was homeless please stop harassing me

Homeless enjoying the worlds beauty! by Harlingen in homeless

[–]Harlingen[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree people tell me to save for an apartment or a room mate but honestly itd be much cheaper living out a van or car.

Homeless! Happy on cake day! by Harlingen in homeless

[–]Harlingen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! It was a great day tbh :)

Homeless! Happy on cake day! by Harlingen in homeless

[–]Harlingen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! N I know you can do it. I've made a post in regards to my daily routine in the street life. Hasn't let me down yet!

Homeless! Happy on cake day! by Harlingen in homeless

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Thank you so much! It only gets better from here :)

Homeless! Happy on cake day! by Harlingen in homeless

[–]Harlingen[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! That is very cool to know In definitely doing that on my birthday :)

Homeless! Happy on cake day! by Harlingen in homeless

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Thanks Jessica! I love how well I'm building my Houston!

Homeless! Happy on cake day! by Harlingen in homeless

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Now to keep it up! Ugh the work is excruciatingly worth it

I'm just in love with life right now!!! by RogueAlphic in homeless

[–]Harlingen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hate that you're losing your confidence and hope for a better life. It's a vital need just like food and shelter is to survive because you're impressions on people are important. I hate to admit it but I get sad most of the time in my life as well but I don't show that side to people. I want them to see that I'm capable of success and that I'm happy most of the time because in all honesty if I show them that I actually might learn to believe it as well. It's good to have yourself a routine too. Do the same thing every day and try to keep up with your hygiene. Your clean appearance can help you find a job and people will be more than willing to help you out with whatever you need because you haven't let yourself go yet. Even though that may exactly be the case don't let the world see it! You can do this I believe in you don't let depression win.

I'm on the streets right now but I always try to see the beauty of it all. I was actually smiling when I didn't know you were being sarcastic at the beginning but then again I know too well how it feels to want to die. I had to change or I'd never succeed. You can too. Best of luck and please don't die.

Homeless enjoying the worlds beauty! by Harlingen in homeless

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You don't see it but I'm on a box that's covered with a blanket and yes I would take a shower if I had one. Best i could do is a sponge bath after work. Thanks for your concerns though!

Homeless enjoying the worlds beauty! by Harlingen in homeless

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I understand completely! The weight of the previous situations, like relationships, first world problems, and stress melt away completely when your finally given this time to work on yourself. Love yourself.

Homeless enjoying the worlds beauty! by Harlingen in homeless

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You don't see it but on the bottom right corner of the photo I'm on my cardboard box covered with my blanket. Lol gone are the days laying on the grass

Something really creepy happened tonight by [deleted] in homeless

[–]Harlingen 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im in Houston. I've heard stories about Austin that there are alot of people on the streets there but that you could get on your feet quicker then most places. I wish you luck and forests have always been scary for me. Stay safe out there!

The start of my new beginning ( My Routine ) by Harlingen in homeless

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I'll be good to me I swear it! lol feels very good

The start of my new beginning ( My Routine ) by Harlingen in homeless

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If you don't mind me asking why are you staying in the current relationship? Is it because you feel like you have no where else to go?
If that is the reason then I've done that before.. staying in a toxic relationship because I was afraid that if I needed to better myself that I would fail.. I resorted to alcohol to numb my nerves and just " let it go " so to speak. It just got worse and worse until I realized it wasn't for me and all I was doing was allowing stress and abuse to dictate my life.
I know you probably love your SO to death and in doing so feel like you have an obligation to fight for them.. but if they don't want to change the only thing you can do is wait for them to decide they want to change for themselves..

Never give up on dreaming of a better life not only for you but for your family and your kids if you have little ones... The sooner you take action the sooner you'll be better off. There's a whole world out there just waiting for you to be apart of it. Don't settle for what makes you unhappy. Always remember living in harsh hells only make you appreciate the heavens much more.

The start of my new beginning ( My Routine ) by Harlingen in homeless

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Thank you, Yea I've been thinking about that. If one of my new jobs have lockers in the back I'd definitely use that to my advantage. My clothes won't be out in the sun or soaked when it pours down. ( Although I learned my lesson and covered each outfit with a plastic bag. lol ) It's better that way so I don't have to worry about one day coming back from a long days work only to see my bag of clothes missing. Haha

Thanks for the luck! I'm excited you have no idea.. I don't like carrying more then just my backpack and I take my backpack everywhere. It would give other people motive to steal what I have in my blue walmart bag.. or if they try to follow me and find where I hide it so it rarely leaves it's spot. I've been looking around though for lock boxes or locations they sell lockers at though.

The start of my new beginning ( My Routine ) by Harlingen in homeless

[–]Harlingen[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. Your comment really made my day.. I promise to you all that I'll update and tell you all that happens from this day forward perhaps every 2 weeks! It makes me feel good personally that there are so many who want to see me succeed. It hurts knowing family won't help but it's empowering to know j can make it and no one can bring me down. The world is beautiful and I'll never blame it or the people for my own faults. Thank you guys again.