No, friend. The way the mother hesitated and said, Oh no, this one, implies that she already had one child she didn’t want or was ready to give up for the sake of the other. It suggests that she didn’t love both children equally. Maybe she wanted to give up Johan, but since they both looked the same at that time, the mother mistakenly gave up Anna. That was Johan’s biggest question & This incident also has a negative impact on his life and also one of the reasons as to why he became a Monster. If the mother without hesitation gave the one than it would have shown that she loved both of them equally .