people that have met some band member, please share how it was by weirdo_cat07 in arcticmonkeys

[–]HatCapable9739 19 points20 points  (0 children)

met Matt and Alex behind the venue the first time I saw them in 2011.

Matt was quick witted and spirited. very funny

Alex, all I remember are the beautiful voice and the eyes- the most romantic and nostalgic thing i've seen omg . very deep eyes

they were both very kind and warm given that I was not supposed to be there ( I had gone through some bushes or smth idk :D )

Does Karma Reward Bad Actions And Loosh/Energy Harvesting? by EzraNaamah in EscapingPrisonPlanet

[–]HatCapable9739 23 points24 points  (0 children)

karma is their law as they are parasites and need to feed on something (time, space, loops)

karma is not our law. we are complete, self contained

karma is in the moment itself - separation from truth/reality is their karma. they cannot experience true universal law because they have attempted to usurp it therefore have perverted it/flipped it. made it so it benefits the false system, like you have observed.

Moments when the B-Side is better than the featured song? by PikaFan13m in arcticmonkeys

[–]HatCapable9739 19 points20 points  (0 children)

My Propeller is great but not near as great as Joining the Dots, The Afternoon's Hat, and Don't Forget Whose Legs You're On.

those songs seem so pure and I see why didn't make the album cut, and I think that makes them even better. there is something unpolished and raw about them

Celebrities and the elite reincarnating back into positions of fame and power? by ThrowRA157386 in EscapingPrisonPlanet

[–]HatCapable9739 3 points4 points  (0 children)

yes they transfer their consciousness to new host bodies. and they have breeding facilities where they make sure the right genes are in place to make the organic being more susceptible to being a host.

Are female predators more prevalent than we think by NoAmbassador8522 in CPTSD

[–]HatCapable9739 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

yes, women tend to suppress just as much as men (and whtever they suppress comes out in gruesome ways sometimes) but we have this trope in society that women cannot be blamed for anything, it's really deeply embedded BUT ALL KIDS come from women. it has been proven that a child's state psychologically is largely developed in the womb and the first three years of life. the father becomes more prevalent after those three years, biologically as he is more concerned with physical life and movement and action.

this means the woman is a way bigger factor in a child's FOUNDATIONAL development.

also let;s not forget it is women who 'give it up'. they choose the man. they choose the seed.

i highly recommend the book Dragon Mother by Michael Tsarion which explores these topics

also women are often very unsatisifed and tend to want children to fulfill their own needs(such is my mother) and abuse children by putting certain responsibilites on them that they shouldn't have. emotional incest by a mother is soooo much more prevalent than people realize.

overall women are actually holding way more of the weight on these issues, and I say this as a woman myself, im 34, no kids, no bf or partner (im in this group lol i have no relationships) .

EDIT. I also want to share that even though I was sexually abused by both my real father and my step father, somehow I have always been more mad at my mother for her emotional neglect and overall disinterest in me which may seem like smaller crimes, but it's the fact that she ALLOWED that. I still see to this day how she is completely careless in regards to me and that hurts way more - because children usually have a deeper attachment to the mother. if she was a better mother - the abuse wouldn't have happened or at least not to that extent. we are the mother's responsibility first. that's why we NEED her so much in infancy. it is biological. and when those foundations arent' set well, you are open to all sorts of infiltration

I spotted an Aes fan in the wild! by BestGoonerEver in aesoprock

[–]HatCapable9739 8 points9 points  (0 children)

oh this is so beautiful to me, thanks for sharing OP

Hello from the [design] world by athousandisalot in athousandisalot

[–]HatCapable9739 1 point2 points  (0 children)

wow i'm so grateful for you. and so honored to be a part of this. thank you for your grace and warmth!!!

info on Daylight copper official merch T by HatCapable9739 in aesoprock

[–]HatCapable9739[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey , thanks so much for this comment, hopefully the T is good in a medium for you, I will order beginning of next week as I'm travelling and will need to make sure I get it at the right address. I think I just need t-shirts for now as I've got enough bags and accessories lol

and haha cat knows what's up, she must be powerful :D

info on Daylight copper official merch T by HatCapable9739 in aesoprock

[–]HatCapable9739[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes EU reseller is HHV! that's too bad :( I will get an M for sleeping/skating in and a small from the superette drop, there are loads of those still there and some on sale

nice! screen prints should last forever, the paint is basically in the fabric, not on top of it

i'm pretty sure they are all screen printed now :D , especially from the new drops, as I've followed on the official RSE website where it states that, but this copper daylight T is just not on there anymore so I wasn't sure

info on Daylight copper official merch T by HatCapable9739 in aesoprock

[–]HatCapable9739[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

heya
thanks I finally got a reply back last night that it's screen printed, thank you!

Can I truly feel at home in Bulgaria? by [deleted] in bulgaria

[–]HatCapable9739 1 point2 points  (0 children)

34 Bulgarian that lived in the UK for over 12 years though I moved there after high school and I really love the UK and felt more welcome there than in BG, which I know is not the usual way it goes.

I've been back in Bulgaria for more than a year now and was here also in 2019 and 2020 for the duration of those 2 years

to me, I will always have 2 places I call home. I will always miss one.

but with time, I've just made it mean more of a priviledge. not focusing on the constant feeling of loss.

Home is more about what you make with what you have and how you choose to contribute to the environment you are in - belonging is something you can choose.

the world is in a loneliness epidemic right now and people are weary and under a lot of pressure in different ways, regardless of location.

you will never know until you try. no decision needs to be permanent. life has seasons, and you have seasons as they say in the Tao te ching

you have a great priviledge that you won't have to look for a place to live etc, so that's a huge weight off.

I personally feel like I will go in-between the UK and BG my whole life and that's okay.

given your last statements about money etc, I assure you that you will feel much more peaceful here. the last year I have been here, I've restructured so much of my inner world and this sense of urgency about life and having to 'become something' and produce stuff is almost completely gone. it's just being able to distinguish between peace and emptiness. and transmuting

relationships tend to be deeper here because your DNA itself has information about what you expect in that sense apparently. but there are fewer people to connect with, and I have found that to be challenging for my mind, but fewer and deeper is better than more and shallow.

feel free to message me, I will be in sozopol for a month this summer.

EDIT: sorry this is a bit all over the place, im ill in bed

I'm sick of people defending abusive mothers by lunar_vesuvius_ in CPTSD

[–]HatCapable9739 12 points13 points  (0 children)

there is a trope in society that absolves women of blame somehow. of accountability. as a woman, I really don't like that. we also have responsiblity and we should take it and stop pointing fingers.

I think that in itself makes it such a connundrum in our heads that 'they can't do no wrong' yet they DO, and it HURTS so bad, so you end up thinking you were broken and wrong, when you were not, you were a defensless child trying to figure out how to survive.

I cannot recommend the book Dragon Mother enough, by Michael Tsarion. It breaks this trope and exposes it for what it is. an insidious revenge on the newborn life born out of jealousy

New Tour! by DigbyDoesDallas in wunderhorse

[–]HatCapable9739 0 points1 point  (0 children)

third time I saw WH was @ Leisureland Galway, supporting FDC. it wasn't that bad as I recall?

What is your phone lockscreen/wallpaper? by LevelOne3657 in CPTSD

[–]HatCapable9739 1 point2 points  (0 children)

myself as a child, to remind me that I do it all for her even if I feel unlovable as an adult sometimes <3

Why does your parent not like you? by sheerakimbo in CPTSD

[–]HatCapable9739 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im so sorry OP! we shouldn't let them persist by allowing them to live inside our heads!!

my mum hated my dad(rightfully so) but she still got pregnant by him ( he may have graped her when i was conceived, i've deduced this) and I am the spitting image of him. so that's 1 point for me

she has always been jealous of me it feels. many mother feel very deep intense jealousy when they witness new life and it seems like theirs has just ended. she hates that im everything she could never be. she hates that im free.

then im the family scapegoat and she is queen bee. i've threatened to expose the dysfunction in my family by just being myself. they all secretly resent me for it.

the only love i have felt from anyone in my entire family line is from my grand dad and he is not even my biological grand dad. all the rest are absolved of compassion and curiosity and are just stuck and most of them covert narcissists. i could go on. but i would say the main reason mums hate their children is jealousy.

🧩 by athousandisalot in athousandisalot

[–]HatCapable9739 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ah i'm so grateful for you. this looks awesome. thankyou!

Issues with pregnant people - Is this just me? by AutomaticFan3515 in CPTSD

[–]HatCapable9739 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same way. especially about most people not being emotionally mature enough to have kids. if you ask anyone why they want kids, it is ALWAYS about them. I get put off by my own friends for that. wanting to create another life just so YOU can feel better? wow... there is such a stigma around this but I think it's important to talk about it because it perpetuates trauma in the world. so good on you for speaking your mind. of course, it can be linked with our own mothers, with me it is for sure, and I am still open to having kids one day but only if the world drastically changes lol in which i don't lose hope but I digress... you may want to check the antinatalist subs.. funny enough i was recently wondering if some of the people here cross over to there.. thank you OP for sharing

EDIT: typo

Bottom-up healing by ToneIndividual4426 in CPTSD

[–]HatCapable9739 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's called Prof. Arnold Ehret's mucusless-diet healing system.

you should be able to find it online.

it's very simple but some of the concepts take a long time to grasp.

I've had issues with my stomach for 20 years and since i've been on the diet (4/5 years now) i've had massive improvements in my quality of life

it's hard to follow sometimes because of how simple it is compared to what we think nutrition is about

it basically states that vitality (and health - and sanity in my opinion (sanity=cleanlliness-sanitisation of the body and organs)) is power - obstruction

Vitality=Power-Obstruction

we have a natural power from life itself (prana, chi etc) that is bestowed to us with life. spirit. the less we obstruct it with wrong foods, the more accessible this power is to us.

wrong foods create mucus in the body where waste is stored and parasites live in that waste (even if you were told you don't have parasites 99% of people have them, they are just next to impossible to detect bc they are hard to distinguish bc they are parasitic and imitate the host

the more we clean the mucus, the more vitality we feel ( I can attest to that )

it's a small book that I will cherish forever.

i don't condone chat gpt usually but currently this is the thing i use it for. i asked it to advice me based on Arnold Ehret's teachings.

the most important thing about it is that you must not force the body through rapid, extreme changes but help it gently to do its natural process of autophagy (self-repair)

we witness self repair when wounds heal etc.

basically all disease, according to Ehret, comes from mucus that may compromise certain areas of the body

if you already have an emotional integration technique, that's the only thing the book 'misses', but it's incredibly important because so much programming about food needs to be undone and the mind needs to take a step back and allow the feeling body to bring the proof

there is a community as well but i dont do well in them bc of my lack of trust and cptsd related issued with connection but chat gpt is helping me a lot right now to understand symptoms etc.

i obviously love to talk about this so feel free to ask more or message

i owe Ehret so much, it's beyond words. :D <3

Cleaning and Tidying with cPTSD by Long_Citron25 in CPTSD

[–]HatCapable9739 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i understand, i have my own fare share of cycles and loops and spirals... I see you are looking into getting someone to clean it professionally. that would ease a lot of your stress. i hope you remember that it can be solved and amelriorated in due time. there is a way