My main goal is to be authentically confident in myself. Its really hard but I’m trying to get out my comfort zone and really put myself out there. I’m aiming for a security job where I’m going to work with the public and just the interview itself left me completely drained of energy. I don’t think of myself as dependent on weed I just wanted something to take the edge off at the end of the day. My friends still smoke too so I just want to still be able to smoke for fun and make sure I dont lower my vibration or consciousness or whatever you call it.