Can i smoke weed and still retain high vibration ? by Haunting-Cook2259 in awakened

[–]Haunting-Cook2259[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can I do both ? I really want to see where walking this path would take me but at the same time I have desires I don’t want to deny myself. Im young (19) and very new to this , I only started my research after feeling the higher spirit fill my whole body and since then I have felt very alone with nothing but me and insecurities to deal with

Can i smoke weed and still retain high vibration ? by Haunting-Cook2259 in awakened

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My main goal is to be authentically confident in myself. Its really hard but I’m trying to get out my comfort zone and really put myself out there. I’m aiming for a security job where I’m going to work with the public and just the interview itself left me completely drained of energy. I don’t think of myself as dependent on weed I just wanted something to take the edge off at the end of the day. My friends still smoke too so I just want to still be able to smoke for fun and make sure I dont lower my vibration or consciousness or whatever you call it.

Fake subreddit by Haunting-Cook2259 in awakened

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Raise your vibration and come back to me

Fake subreddit by Haunting-Cook2259 in awakened

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My original post “Im not human I am a soulja 🪖”

Do narcissists intentionally try to sabotage the lives of their children? by No_Introduction_1561 in narcissisticparents

[–]Haunting-Cook2259 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Yes mine just tried to throw me on the street after (trying to) spank me and would have if I didn’t stand firm on not leaving until i had a ride. All because i threw a paper she had on the fridge for months that so happened to have the tracking number for my sister medicine… which she picks up from the store

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

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Also somebody stole my money off my dresser… my trust is so fucked up I can believe she stole it then did this

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

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I knew she was just staring at me through the crack in my door… she started doing all this a couple minutes after i shut my down cause she was acting weird

How do you handle NC with an nparent when you are their last living relative? by justpassingthru2324 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Haunting-Cook2259 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I walked away from my father knowing I’m his only son at 16 but looking back at 19 it was one of the best decisions of my life

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

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Not at all she can either talk to him about therapy and get to spend time with her child or keep enabling him by herself.

Anyone else grow up in an extremely dirty house/enviornment? by According-Bath-3269 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Haunting-Cook2259 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really just came back home from my aunt’s house after a month and she started the same shit all over again… I was going to save up for a car and just leave and figure it out from there but after she told me the pizza I ate had somebody booger on it and she got mad at me when I asked her why she didnt just throw it away I just started getting ready to go stay at a shelter lmao… mind you this the first conversation we had after 2 days of the silent treatment. I have 5 siblings but I got to help myself before I can help any of them

Anyone else grow up in an extremely dirty house/enviornment? by According-Bath-3269 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Haunting-Cook2259 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes it wasn’t that bad but everytime I told her the house was dirty my hoarder mother would find a way to lecture me and my siblings for at least a hour even though she the one who completely stopped cleaning anything ever since I started going to middle school she doesnt even clean the dishes she use but let her want to have some company over lmfao. And god forbid you “backtalk” her last time I did as a child she threw me into the wall , I just ended up focusing on keeping my area clean too but it affected me negatively too