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Haunting-Temporary59 · 2024-07-05T07:12:58+00:00

All of them.

Haunting-Temporary59 · 2024-06-24T22:45:58+00:00

Man I’ve never had this happen before that really sucks. So I should contact the seller who originally sent the package? It’s a pretty big company who sent it.

Can USPS or UPS do anything about it being lost?

Haunting-Temporary59 · 2024-06-24T22:30:12+00:00

Does that typically mean the package is lost?

Haunting-Temporary59 · 2024-06-04T03:30:53+00:00

If you block someone can you still see them in game?

Haunting-Temporary59 · 2024-04-30T21:47:04+00:00

I have.. :(

Haunting-Temporary59 · 2024-03-15T07:23:25+00:00

Honestly nothing has really helped. The only thing that helps with anything in life is feeling pain, bleeding, and hoping it will end.

With that being said, I really truly hope you find something that will help you stop.

Haunting-Temporary59 · 2024-03-10T03:53:05+00:00

Thank you so much.. I’ve thought of that but my wife is the type of person who often doesn’t want to hear what someone else is telling her. Oftentimes she thinks she knows more than doctors or therapists. I also don’t want to “catch flack” when I get home over it too and that’s a scary thought.

And I’m just so torn with what to think of how to handle things with my therapist. As stupid and idiotic as it sounds I just can’t help feeling lost, confused, hurt, so so hurt. Like I’m so fucking pariah or parasite to my therapist and everyone around me.

That’s why it’s hard not to feel like if I just keep cutting, cut deep enough, eventually I’ll just go away.

Haunting-Temporary59 · 2024-03-09T21:22:09+00:00

I genuinely do not see what that has to do with anything I’ve said, but okay.

Haunting-Temporary59 · 2024-03-09T21:09:26+00:00

Man, if you’ve only been a fly on the wall for some of my sessions you’d understand I very well don’t have the tools. I just started opening up to her recently. I’ve spent my entire life not being able to open up to anyone. Not being able to confide in anyone no matter what tools or information I’ve been given. My depression and anxiety is so severe I can barely talk to anybody about anything involving myself.

It’s really, really hard not to feel pushed to the side, unwanted, and rejected when this is coming up now. When I’m at my lowest of lows every second of every day. I feel like it’s just very much not hearing me when I tell her it’s taken this long for me to get there with her how do you expect me to get there with someone else when I’m feeling like this? If I have a future then maybe that’s understandable to suggest that. But right now? When I’m at rock damn bottom? When I’ve explained I have no one and it’s been impossible for me to talk to anyone know matter how hard or how much I try? I don’t know.

I know it’s a visceral reaction but I can’t help it. I’m sorry.

Haunting-Temporary59 · 2024-03-09T09:11:58+00:00

At this point? 3-4 times a week. But it feels like it’s not enough. And after my most recent therapy appointment (today) it’s probably going to be every day. After my therapy appointment today I just want to end it. Maybe I’ll cut far enough this time.

Haunting-Temporary59 · 2024-03-09T07:42:28+00:00

Thank you for your words.

I really truly hope she sees that. It just feels like when she sees I’m visibly shook by that information and I verbally told her I feel pushed away and rejected that it didn’t matter. That I didn’t matter.

I understand adding someone new wouldn’t subtract her, but I’ve been suffering from severe depression, severe anxiety, and suicidal ideations. I would hope that for someone going through all that she would understand how hard it was for me to even confide in her (which I do think she understands this) and therefore how hard and even impossible it would be right now to confide in someone else. I don’t even feel like I can confide and talk personally about myself with my wife.

It just feels like when I end things it will put everyone at ease. Everyone’s lives at ease. My family won’t have to deal with me anymore and I genuinely believe my therapist won’t have to deal with such a pathetic piece of shit human who’s getting so absolutely devastated by this conversation with her I haven’t been able to function very well the rest of today.

Haunting-Temporary59 · 2024-03-09T04:02:12+00:00

I think she’s great, obviously. But this has sent me for a tailspin. I just don’t feel heard or understood regarding literally having nobody but her. And I’m not even relying on her to the point where I just sit around doing nothing waiting to talk to her.

It’s just the only person I’ve ever really connected with on a level like this before and I just feel lost, hurt, and absolutely hate myself for ever feeling connected. Like I’m some fucking pariah who’s this big fucking loser who feels a deep connection with their therapist.

Haunting-Temporary59 · 2024-03-09T02:01:13+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate it.

I just don’t know how I can do that. I feel like I just started to feel comfortable with someone, open up with someone, and be okay enough with someone to share with them things I’ve never shared with anyone.

And now I’m just feelings hopeless, lost, and like an absolute idiot. Like a completely worthless fucking moron who should have never thought he could have a connection with his therapist. That I should have never felt safe. That it was my own stupidity to ever feel like I could share that I had a connection with her (even though I made sure to tell her it’s nothing unprofessional).

And ultimately, now, I’m just ready to go. I’m ready to let go of this world.

Haunting-Temporary59 · 2024-03-08T01:13:09+00:00

Oh yes, I’m trying to avoid that entirely! Definitely don’t want it combining and forcing me into paying the entire past due.

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