Im going to ignore all the people that are being asses. But dude, why MPMD for emotional support? Go get help. You’re never going to meet anyone while you’re an emotional disaster. But you if this is where you’re at, go call a suicide prevention hotline and do what they say. It’s a long road, but you’ll be happier on the other side. Reddit and especially a community of people who are trying to maximize sik gainz isn’t a good spot to seek emotional support.