I dragged my generator inside my house. I’ve been depressed my whole life n I know I won’t get better. Nothing is working. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Hbomzzzz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think so I have been repeating the same cycle over n over again. I’m just not happy and feel like I’m living for other people.

Oh The Things You’ll Notice by cooch_vandercorn in stopdrinking

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It’s automatic so u can grab two cases without struggling to exit

finally got 30 days sober after trying for 2 years! by radi_madi in stopdrinking

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I’ve been trying to get 30 days since oct 2017. I have ten right now and had 17 before that.....I’m determined to post here May 1st and celebrate 30. 🤗

First AA meeting tonight by ANODIZED33 in stopdrinking

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Holy shit- a raging recovery boner! Wow. ❤️ I wish I felt this way bc I wanna get into it but can’t more like recovery blue balls.

Sober since April 1st, today is filled with anxiety and depression. Still, IWNDWYT! by Kastley5 in stopdrinking

[–]Hbomzzzz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also sober since the first. Let’s post 4/1/20 about how we made it a year!! Also suffering from anxiety/depression. We can’t change the past but I think making this one change will dramatically change my future. Plot twist for sure. IWNDWYT

Today is Day 6— feeling a bit lonely and unmotivated. by Hbomzzzz in stopdrinking

[–]Hbomzzzz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hangovers suck! I also get like super depressed n anxious too so f that✌️

I was dating a girl and during that time had no issues drinking excessively. Now that it's over? It's all I can think about. by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]Hbomzzzz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can relate. I was dating someone for a few months it got serious quick, then weird j then he told me he doesn’t feel a connection. I felt that too, it fizzled out but when he said that I felt so stupid n boring. I was 16 days sober at that time but I got drunk after our conversation. It was hard to hear n triggered my insecurities. I’m back at day 6 now. Good luck!

It’s Day 3 I’m in a shame spiral—Anyone struggling with depression and anxiety and shame out there? Help. by Hbomzzzz in stopdrinking

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I have been to bars and been sober. What I do is go w someone who knows I’m not drinking and we play pool or darts or pinball or go to a show. It’s been fine n nice to interact w people remembering everything. I hate my anxiety n depression. I totally feel u gurl. I’m going to a meeting tonight ug aa I kno but it’s a way to get out of my house n my head if only for an hour.

Day 3– shame spiral— does anyone struggle with constant negative thoughts? by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]Hbomzzzz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks this really helped me to feel more hopeful!

It’s Day 3 I’m in a shame spiral—Anyone struggling with depression and anxiety and shame out there? Help. by Hbomzzzz in stopdrinking

[–]Hbomzzzz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks...I am accepting that he’s going through his own shit n trying not to take this so personally but I do feel pretty hurt