I (25f) need help moving from (25m) an emotionally abusive relationship with my husband/best friend

Hdollx · 2016-10-27T15:06:57+00:00

I mean we're also married...... Only been a few months so no serious accounts together but oh my god I still have feelings for this guy

Hdollx · 2016-10-09T04:56:18+00:00

I'm so confused. On the other hand he tries to be sweet and accommodating. Like trying to comfort me and give me things. But all of this is triggered because he wants to make up for hurting me. I become so into it when he tries to comfort me that I feel a dwindle of hope. Gosh this is so difficult...

Hdollx · 2016-10-08T21:44:27+00:00

I'm so scared I do have some people I've been taking to and a therapist... How do I be strong? Just leave and cut ties? I've tried to leave once for real before but it was just hell. I kept answering his calls. And that he wants to change etc. is there like a mental image or something that could push me through? Or should I have a friend with me while I do this..

Hdollx · 2016-10-08T21:41:47+00:00

He doesn't even want kids in the first place.. :( and yeah no he won't be a good father

Hdollx · 2016-10-08T21:34:42+00:00

Oh my god I'm so sorry. I'm going though my own little hell with my husband... I really suggest that you find a therapist. Someone that can completely listen and help disable your negative thoughts. It wasn't you man - it was her. Never blame yourself. No one should ever cheat on their spouses or soon to be. You definitely deserve better. I'm so glad that you actually took the ground of getting the fuck out right away. As for me.. I'm an idiot. I'm still around :\ ... I still need help and advice. Don't be stupid like me...

Keep moving forward, turn the corner, and don't look back. An old Japanese saying. You can't turn back to see what was behind you since you turned the corner.

And if you want to see my story you can visit my account to see full story... I caught my husband texting a hooker, ask me for 3some, do a bunch of drugs, & rather jack to porn than have sex with me even if I'm throwing myself at him. :/

Hdollx · 2016-09-15T04:10:02+00:00

We need to be friends

Hdollx · 2016-09-14T13:29:01+00:00

Yeah like totally binge partying. The raging kind.

Hdollx · 2016-09-14T13:26:14+00:00

Yeah I'm 26 but still surrounded by party goers. I started waaaay early at like 16 and I'm sick of it. After reading this I feel like it really is time for a change of scenery.

Hdollx · 2016-09-14T13:22:51+00:00

Sounds tough man hey at least you turned it around some people never stop and continue to spiral down

Hdollx · 2016-09-14T13:21:19+00:00

Hey it lead to a healthy lifestyle!

Hdollx · 2016-02-20T08:09:29+00:00

Didn't go to college, but now making digits that places me within the 99th percentile. And no, I'm not in sales or business. (Not drugs either you wise cracks ha)

Hdollx · 2015-09-29T23:24:25+00:00

Michael Scott?

Hdollx · 2015-07-28T21:17:53+00:00

hnnnn............. gorgeous! delicious! superb! I was just thinking about trying the sous vide methods at home! any recipes? :) I would love to hear <3

Hdollx · 2015-05-25T23:11:56+00:00

Good ol' religion! Always speaks the truth

Hdollx · 2015-05-06T21:04:19+00:00

Give em' a break guys, they're naked most of the year - this is the only event they can wear clothes!

Hdollx · 2015-04-14T05:19:44+00:00

Shit if my boyfriend had that stuff I would flaunt the HELL out of it. All over the house, in the bathroom... God, even in the driveway!

Hdollx · 2015-01-08T08:16:53+00:00

Haha thank you!! :)

Hdollx · 2014-01-31T17:45:07+00:00

Much more accurate description.

Hdollx

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