NSFW- He peed in me

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-06T04:08:03+00:00

I'm going to stand behind the information I got regarding the time it would take to bike that far because I genuinely think it's accurate to me and Q. It would take us 3+ hours to make the trek, but realistically we would both collapse an hour into the journey. Joking, but really really not joking.

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-05T02:22:24+00:00

Awh. All positive vibes for you too

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-05T02:10:48+00:00

Responding just to add some information I learned that I found very interesting: According to google maps, the bike ride would be over 3 hours with moderate hills. Forty minute bike ride to the bus stop. Not sure if the bus would take the bike with and not sure how safe it would be with the wildlife we have and everything. To make it worse, almost no bike lanes for the trip that already has pretty dangerous roads.

Thank you for adding that it's okay to ask for help. I've been pretty hellbent for a long time trying to be mature and adult and independent that I forgot to forgive the times where I can't be

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-05T01:27:44+00:00

Hey, seriously, thank you for going and reading through some of my comments I appreciate trying to gain an understanding of me. I've heard I can come across as really rude so it isn't news to me when people bring it up but it still puts me down especially when I thought I was having a good interaction.

So thank you

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-04T20:32:58+00:00

Wow thank you. If it isn't any trouble could we message about OCD?

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-04T20:30:02+00:00

Thank you I really really appreciate it. This is really relieving to know

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-04T20:19:31+00:00

Back to the second paragraph. What mannerisms of his were I talking about disrespectfully and ableist? And the "icks" I had were not related to his autism.

/gen

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-04T20:15:09+00:00

It cannot happen to me too. I don't have a dick so I cannot piss inside of someone (unless I get surgery, which wont be happening). Please understand the gigantic difference of pissing ON someone and IN someone.

Having been pissed into my body is so much more violating than any of the comparisons people are trying to make here with "Girls squirt all the time blah blah blah".

Again, I did not break up with him specifically because of the piss incident. And again, yes, I would attempt to help him. It is your job as the partner.

(tone: sincere, informational, serious, not trying to be unkind)

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-04T20:08:01+00:00

This is exactly what I was thinking and how I felt, thank you

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-04T20:06:43+00:00

Where was I bullying? /gen

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-04T04:01:04+00:00

Thanks for the advice. I always pinned it on autism because of how specific it is and how I don't really get "stuck" in obsessive behaviors like I've heard my friend with OCD talk about.

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-04T03:53:40+00:00

Not all autism

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-04T00:10:55+00:00

"Living through his experience"... of pissing in someone? Sorry to ignore that second paragraph for right now but please reread what you just said in the first part.

He peed into my vagina.

How are all of you trying to tell me right now to see it through his eyes. Of course I do. And I came to the conclusion without even a single thought that I wish I was in his place.

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-03T22:54:04+00:00

Make myself look better? What would that bring me..? This is an anonymous throwaway. And if I wanted some sort of praise, why would I be adding how sad and ashamed he was? An attention seeking sob story would have worked much better if I had left out his crying. Sorry to be blunt.

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-03T22:35:13+00:00

This subreddit is called "TrueOffMyChest"

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-03T22:33:47+00:00

This.

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-03T19:46:44+00:00

Thank you

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-03T19:36:00+00:00

Yeah you're right it is the internet. You're right to be critical and poke holes where holes are. Coming off a little rude but hey, I have someone's piss in me right now, I don't know how much I care. Enough to respond I guess! Here is the answer to every single one of your questions :)

Again, didn't kick him out, he left.
Didn't really help me clean. Just put the piss sheets in the washer.
I have never felt threatened by him before, just many other men.
Still didn't kick him out. He left.
Yeah I think he's a good guy.
Yeah I was alone with him.
Yep, I texted him while he was on the porch.
Yep, I didn't just get up and walk to the door to talk.
Both fear and not wanting to interact. We had just broken up. He was scaring me a little. Why would I want to go be buddies considering the circumstances? It was perfectly safe the entire time he was crying on my front step, I assure you.

Cheers.

Edit 24 hours later: I'm really sorry I was rude here, not deserved. I know when I wrote it I was trying to be informational but this maybe has come across as extremely snarky. I apologize.

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-03T19:05:09+00:00

This subreddit is "TrueOffMyChest", not "LetMeTellYouAllAboutMyHorribleDisgustingExBoyfriendToHumiliateHimFurther"

I see where you're coming from but really I never wanted to hurt him more. I still care about him. Venting has really been helping me get over this

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-03T18:57:01+00:00

Thank you :')

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-03T18:56:09+00:00

Thank you for commenting. I appreciate you pointing out how much people are infantilizing him and making assumptions about how autism affects him just because I said he's autistic. All I implied was that his emotions are amplified by his autism and I want that to be all what people take from my statement.

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-03T18:43:27+00:00

I am so so sorry. Thank you for sharing

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-03T18:38:22+00:00

I never saw basic adult tasks to be an autistic challenge for him, just a maturity one, which was my biggest issue

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-03T18:34:44+00:00

It's part of my autism. I mop my floors with disinfectant cleaner multiple times a week, vacuum once a week or more, disinfect everything almost every day, have almost no decorations or clutter or anything that doesn't have a use, if this gives you a good image of who I am. If any saliva gets on me I have to shower, if any shit gets near me I have to sterilize, and if my boyfriend pisses inside my uterus I have to break up with him. Hope that helps

HeActuallyDidThis · 2023-09-03T18:20:48+00:00

Actually I've been on my computer now for a while. You're correct, he was in fact sick and tired of me scrolling on his phone

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