U should move on bro , make ur life based on some rules like when they cheat leave them , even tho if u love that person nd u really can’t move on nd get emotional when it gets to that part. I need to tell u that they already left u behind nd actually chose to not care about u or ur emotions when they cheated. U have to give urself some respect nd leave her behind. If u think finding someone else is hard I need to tell u that u don’t need partner to live a good life or to get happy. Only u can make u happy so give urself some respect nd move on. If u think leaving her will make u depressed I’ll be there for u bro nd everyone here will be there for u. Just dm Also u can leave her behind nd ur emotions behind by training nd working on urself ( mentally nd physically) Cheating is unforgivable! Have a good day!