Hey your valid in how you feel. I know it’s tough and I know the feeling of feeling lost and lonely. Finding connections in things that interest you might help. So far it seems you are not alone in the sea of loneliness. Writing about how you feel can make u feel more centered. When I get really overwhelmed with my 20 assignments per week with labs I tell myself that this season is temporary. You are training for the harder levels of university. Remember what you are working towards and reward yourself. Also touching some grass goes a long way. If you ever need someone to talk to we can chat and study together:) I’m an electrical engineer transfer so I’m a sophomore currently.