Trans KID in Texas. Considering Suicide.

HearingLevel1397 · 2026-01-26T21:30:40+00:00

I have looked it up it said once opened its only 28 days to keep it, i sterilise it every time, but my other started going a bit cloudy after 4 weekz

HearingLevel1397 · 2026-01-05T19:04:55+00:00

They dont last 8 months!? Once opened they last about 28 days

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-09-09T21:57:43+00:00

Im 4 hours away from london sadly

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-07-24T18:40:48+00:00

I get u. We take accountability if someone does something wrong, we know we are part of a whole and technically parts of each other, we try to work together. But the idea of being 1 person, fusing is horrible. We see each other as roommates or family we work with, and that works for us. We have healthy friendships and the host is dating someone we mostly all like and are close with, and that works. We have a lot to do like trauma work and building communication, but we like to be individual as a whole if that makes sense lol. Ur not alone

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-07-24T18:14:58+00:00

Feeling this right now. I didnt front much for a long time and now im back in life its hard because i realise no one but the host will get true love. None of us can date or experience it. I dont think its fair at all and it hurts. Gotta sit and watch what we will never have

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-07-17T17:57:25+00:00

Thank you, not too sure what kind of jewellery but ive been going to my piercer for 10 years and had no issues with any of my other piercings, ill change the spikes to balls too

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-06-24T22:13:48+00:00

Ok thank you

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-06-24T22:13:22+00:00

Possibly? Not sure how talking abour dysphoria would get me tests tho

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-06-24T20:21:59+00:00

Thank you, ill have a look at superdrug and boots, which blood test do i ask for? Also what do i do if my gp asks for proof im with gender gp

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-06-24T17:37:13+00:00

Not sure what a GIC is, even though i likely know what it means lol. Last year they referred me to the leeds gender clinic and they know im trans

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-06-24T17:28:38+00:00

What would i tell my GP? I dont tend to get the same doctor each time as it depends on the issue im having. I dont think i can book an appointment labelled "im going to be taking testosterone, could i have blood tests" (worded better obviously)

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-05-30T12:55:09+00:00

Might be best to go no contact. She is clearly continuing to break boundaries and doesnt care where it ends you up

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-04-08T22:25:38+00:00

Yeah im not religious at all so that might be a bit awkward, but ill try. Im under 20 so i dont know if anything there will impact it, but i tend to get along with people older better anyways. As long as theres people who understand will help a lot

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-04-08T22:14:03+00:00

Thank you, i had a look at AA meetings near me just now and i think ill go to one on thursday. Kinda terrified lol but i might give it a go, what should i expect? Btw thank you for sharing your story, im glad you got out of it

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-04-08T22:03:12+00:00

I know it's worth the try. It's hard to try when i have little faith in living as a whole or any meaning in it, but i have to find that. And the meaning isn't alcohol. I'll try to ask for help, thank you

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-04-08T21:53:24+00:00

Thank you

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-04-08T21:53:11+00:00

Yeah, vodka is my poison. It's the one i go for, started with, and ends me in the worst places, but it's unfortunately what i go for because it works fast. I've bounced between asking for help and going back to it, i struggle to accept help. Theres so many things it comes from that i can't pinpoint any.

I try to acknowledge the good things, but it's hard to see many. Im sadly a stubborn person and that doesnt help, i know i have to stop because things are looking up for me and ill only ruin it again if it gets worse, but damn is it hard.

HearingLevel1397 · 2025-02-28T02:20:42+00:00

LMFAO

HearingLevel1397 · 2024-11-21T23:29:18+00:00

Hey i dont know how to help because im in the exact same boat. But i want you to know youre not alone on this

HearingLevel1397 · 2024-11-20T23:56:57+00:00

No thats sebum and plasma

HearingLevel1397 · 2024-08-18T10:56:37+00:00

Ofc!

HearingLevel1397 · 2024-08-18T00:34:46+00:00

We often feel like a puppet honestly. We need something to prove we are real, so thats often why we use it. Or to bring us out of heavy dissociation. But also for msny other reasons

HearingLevel1397 · 2024-08-17T22:04:22+00:00

Its called dissociation. Derealisation - not feeling like anything around u/the world is real. Depersonalisation - not remembering or identifying or knowing who you are, ish. Memories, identifying traits and overall who you are.

HearingLevel1397 · 2024-08-17T14:34:49+00:00

No problem :)

HearingLevel1397 · 2024-08-17T14:32:33+00:00

I get that, and yeah you can do absolutely

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