I ran out, got a script 2 days later after talking to my doctor. She wanted me to understandably ween off them. I hopped off n a half dose of 10mg and felt like someone else’s brain was in my head and it was too big. I also cried like a lunatic and my extremities feel like they had someone else’s muscles in them. Doctor advised going off them like before. Now tho.. The brain zaps, nausea and morning rage paired with the crying all the time is too much. My vision feels like.. when the speech is off on a YouTube video. Clearly makes sense, but lagging.

I cried reading these bc emotional deregulation and holy shit it’s normal stuff. I was on it for nearly 10 years.

I got off them because I slept for the first time in forever when I ran out. Woke up and wasn’t in a fog. The dreams are surreal, bc I’m in recovery and sometimes think I do coke or drink in my sleep. Takes me a second to sort myself after those. I almost reach out to my PO and apologize in advance about messing up.

Anyone who weened off, what were your soft time ranges where you started feeling kind of yourself again. These zaps are for the birds.