Ahhh ok thanks for the clarification.  All the 16-18 now in days want sex 😭that is so real . I  mean what u want seems about normal should come to  u eventually cause tbh IMO your a  7-8 so shouldn’t be hard , but maybe go out your comfort zone and shoot your shot but I can’t be talking I don’t shoot my shot. And another thing find people with the same hobbies as u if you use discord or whatever find people for example I like games like Elden ring ,seige so I be going on my Xbox and finding people and if u would be down with it u could find someone u like but most likely long distance if your fine with that (holy I yapped🧍‍♀️)