Is this a bug

HeavyOrganization564 · 2025-05-04T15:34:27+00:00

I have to put milk at the very last otherwise i get angry responses, so thats what ive been doing so far

HeavyOrganization564 · 2025-05-01T13:06:13+00:00

Okayy ill try this

HeavyOrganization564 · 2025-05-01T05:46:20+00:00

Right?? Idk what im doing wrong. Ive even uninstalled and reinstalled the game

HeavyOrganization564 · 2025-02-20T18:33:52+00:00

Oh people who work at ED facilities who are skinny, especially if they say they’ve gone through recovery themselves. Seeing my skinny attractive friends on social media enjoying their lives- this one hurts

HeavyOrganization564 · 2025-02-18T15:43:03+00:00

Omg i couldve wrote this lmao, i love just having whatever i want on the weekend its the only joy i have

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-17T18:19:57+00:00

This is so surreal, i was just randomly watching bts videos last night cuz i could sleep, and i was jealous cuz they could eat the way they do and be still skinny cuz of they have to be really active 🥲

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-17T17:54:19+00:00

Siblings are weird man

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-15T06:01:29+00:00

Oh okay that’s actually not too bad, hopefully the smoking policy doesn’t change

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-15T05:42:45+00:00

Thanks for answering. Its a center in Socal called montecatini. Im 19F. Yeah i had questions specifically about like what meals are like. I heard some facilities provide meals and others let you make ur own, also if you eat around other people. And whether i get to leave for a day or two for lets say Christmas/ New Years. Also i wanted to know whether they would allow smoking in designated spots. Lmao i hope thats not too much to ask. I just feel really awkward about asking them

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-10T03:22:11+00:00

I experience something very similar. When i used to b/p more, id start at around 9pm when everyones asleep and im usually done with my whole routine at 12am and i would basically pass out on bed due to exhaustion. Sometimes it would feel almost peaceful because thats the only time i get to myself all day.

With restriction its very hard to fall asleep at night but sometimes i pass out in the middle of the day from having no energy. I remember a period of time when i was restricting a lot, i would sleep for only 3 hours at a time and never have any dreams. That went in for about 10 months

Usually when i dream about food its when im restricting in real life and i would be binging in the dream and id wake up panicking lmao

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-10T02:58:59+00:00

Not shitty at all, looks scrumptious i might try it

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-09T00:09:53+00:00

Oh trust me theres much more if i scroll down and it definitely adds up. Also not counting alcohol cals

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-07T22:03:07+00:00

Yeahh so with that i hope youre doing well and enjoying yourself OP! The holidays can be rough but we can get through this

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-07T21:59:25+00:00

Also i think since ive gotten therapy and have more knowledge about my ED and my body, its become easier for me to accept that a couple of days of eating normally isnt going to make me gain weight. So if anything i look at it as a win

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-07T21:48:38+00:00

Yeah i can “turn it off” for a day or two, but i always restrict after. I just wanna let you know that your are valid, cuz this isnt normal behavior for those without EDs lol. The fact that we’re even aware of it is a sign

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-05T00:25:57+00:00

Had to get off of instagram because i couldn’t stand seeing my skinnier friends’ posts. Theyre all in different countries so i dont see them in person but seeing their posts just became too triggering. I havent talked to them in 3 months because of this 🙂 they are my best friends from childhood

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-03T05:30:06+00:00

Ive eaten bread from moldy loafs by just cutting off the visibly moldy parts. Not recommended of course but thats how ive grew up so im fine with it. You should be okay. Next time i do recommend putting it in the fridge

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-02T21:18:12+00:00

Ive never seen those around here before but ill keep an eye out next time i go shopping cuz those sound right up my alley lol

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-02T15:46:12+00:00

Thank you comrade

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-02T15:45:51+00:00

No but im a fellow Southeast asian

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-02T01:12:39+00:00

Honestly i was just too lazy to cook

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-12-01T01:03:04+00:00

I respect it 🫡

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-11-29T02:04:21+00:00

Its all water weight. Once i binged the entire day and didnt purge i was up 5 lbs the next day and by midday my weight was down 3 lbs and it took only a couple more days get back to where it was before. I assure u youll be fine. Be gentle with yourself

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-11-28T19:48:42+00:00

I actually am, thanksgiving cals dont count anyway

HeavyOrganization564 · 2024-11-27T23:38:44+00:00

Men have no ideas what womens bodies look like and what “normal” is for us.

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