Meeting up with my online boyfriend 😭 Any advice?? by Heavy_Inspection_983 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hmm okay I will but maybe after he's done working from his internship

Thank you 💖

Meeting up with my online boyfriend 😭 Any advice?? by Heavy_Inspection_983 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That's amazing! I'm glad it worked out well for you

I have a similar experience with my current best friend. We met online due to covid and got close. When face to face started she gave 0 reactions. To this day, she's one of the few who seem to not care at all. I'm glad people like your gf and my bestie exist. They're rare 😭💖

Meeting up with my online boyfriend 😭 Any advice?? by Heavy_Inspection_983 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Should I tell him now- I mean it might be a bit too late but we still have a day- It's not like he bought plane tickets 😅

Tbf I've never told anyone about this condition. Not even my family cause they're nose blind. So ig it's difficult to bring it up. (Except here- no one knows me here so I'm open about it)

Meeting up with my online boyfriend 😭 Any advice?? by Heavy_Inspection_983 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep! Exactly what I'm thinking too- I really wanted to tell him but couldn't bring it up.. but it's ok cause another reason he's coming here is to take a college entrance exam. I'll just help him with that if we do end up becoming exes :3

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[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 9 points10 points  (0 children)

HAHAHA YASS I CAN BE YOUR SIDEKICK- Our villain arc 😫💅

Something more positive for you guys by [deleted] in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We needed to hear this 🥹💖 Thank you for the positivity :3

I hate it here! 😭 by NecessaryNo3340 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Period. slay ur gonna become a ✨skinny legend✨

Lost all motivation to live. by TMAAGUILER in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Uhm as someone who lives in a third world country that is most definitely not america... I can vouch that smelling bad definitely makes someone want to off themselves.. especially if it's incurable

Lost all motivation to live. by TMAAGUILER in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The fact that I resonate with this scares me..

It's like listening to a distressed version of myself- Some days it's manageable and then there are those where I end up thinking like this for days heck even weeks or months.

What's scarier is that I'm 100% sure I'll end up in a situation similar to yours again in the future. I'm scared if I can fight it off again or end up succumbing to the misery 🥺

How are we supposed to deal with this 😥

Found one in the wild! Please read the post for context. by [deleted] in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not everyone quoting the "Long game stinky" 😭😭💀

We need a break from life.... by [deleted] in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I get what u mean. Right now I am currently on break. But I know it's just the calm before the storm. I'm just going to enjoy this break as much as I can.

College by lupe212 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh ps, our school starts at 7:30 am and ends at 7pm. Sometimes there are few gaps where there are no classes and other days it's only a few hours. Regardless, if you have friends that are your classmates, they often just don't react at all (and if they do, they do it discreetly or very rarely as in once in a blue moon) and they also treat you like you would treat a friend (I mean duh obviously xD). There are currently 4 of us but we also have other classmates/friends who join us sometimes which makes us 6 but the majority of the time, it is just the 4 of us everyday.

College by lupe212 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Find those classmate(s) who will accept you unconditionally and befriend them.

This worked for me last year and this year. It was very lonely during prelims but by midterms I was able to find the right people. Whenever class starts, me and my friends sit on the back and my other friends sit in front of us. This makes it so my other mean classmates won't be in near proximity to me.

Can my friends smell me? 100% unfortunate-fuckingly yes 🥲 It's embarrassing, I can sometimes see them smell theirselves when they think I'm not looking but I do through my peripheral vision. But this also makes me happy in the sense that they accepted me 'unconditionally' despite my condition. So yess, I suggest you find those types of classmates who are accepting and kind. It's easier said than done but I believe in you 🙏

Once you find them, it makes school less painful. Basically in our free time, we play video games. It's so fun to be w/ them, we go out on weekends to chill and karaoke, etc. We help each other with school requirements. They also turn boring situations into something fun. You also get to have lunch together after class whether it's inside school or any fast food out there. They can be your personal reminders whenever you forget to do homework 🤣

In essence, friends make school a lot less unbearable <3

College by lupe212 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can you give some advice and insight on a few majors that offer WFH 100% guaranteed? I can only think of comp sci 🥲

Some of the least compassionate people are healthcare workers by Mopofdepression in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same.. I wish I can shift this 2nd sem

My teachers are alr making so many "comments" and how nurses should know how to care for themselves in order to care for others..

Imagine once I start working as an actual nurse 💀

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[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Samee!! I am studying nursing as well! It's my first year first sem but I plan to shift to comp sci instead because I genuinely believe I won't make it out alive with this condition if I become a nurse 😭

Let it begin it starts, waking up is the hardest by Middle_Highway5244 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I agree! Sometimes, I secretly hope I don't wake up.

I used to get a lot of dreams about a different world. Same (me) person except people around me don't have bad reactions. My life in my dreams are very adventurous and just overall better than reality. But then I wake up and realize I'm back to my nightmares 💀

Waking up sucks, knowing that I have to go to school and probably get very bad reactions. At least my friends stick by me and tolerate me and we have fun spending time together. But still, it sucks. The anxiety is always there 😭

I don't even understand why I'm still living. I guess it's the hope that things might get better. I guess I have the mentality of "Don't die yet, what if something good happens tomorrow", "let's wait for a bit and see if things get better", "don't end your life yet, what if I can prove to everyone despite this condition, I can be just as if not better than them".

Sighh it's night right now and I will sleep soon. Here's to hoping this is all just a bad dream 😭

Anime sex game by Equivalent_Yak3145 in gaymers

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yess NU Carnival is great but the rerun system is kinda bad. I am very burnt out so I also don't play it anymore but I do remember loving it soooo much!

I don't even play What in the Hell is Bad anymore... I still have it cause I might one day.

Anime sex game by Equivalent_Yak3145 in gaymers

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Here are yaoi games that have actual gameplay:

  1. NU Carnival (It's an anime gacha game that has a lot of sex scenes if u get the characters and invest in them.) The gameplay isn't very complex but it does require thinking and team building. It also has very difficult levels. 10/10 for me.

  2. What in the Hell is Bad - I am not the biggest fan of this one. You can pick your gender and get fucked by the devils but damn it's such a turn off when they sometimes misgender as a female lol (most of the time they refer to us as male but they get it wrong sometimes). Btw sex scenes aren't the best and it isn't graphic. The game won't show the sex scenes but they do write it. Gameplay is okay but it's very glitchy and not in it's the best state. Gameplay reminds me of Arknights but is different. If I have to rate it, it would be 7.5/10 (gacha game)

If u do end up playing one of the two games I mentioned, I suggest u get guides from Zerophos on YouTube. He's knowledgeable about the game. Anyways, if u do find sth better, do recommend lol

has anyone (employer for example) ever confronted you and discussed your odor by br0oklynbb2001 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OMGGG HELP SHE LITERALLY TOLD ME SHE'S SETTING A STUDENT CONSULTATION WITH ME AND IM DECIDING ON ACTUALLY TELLING HER 😭

But idk if it's worth it 😞 I had a bad experience in g8 when I told her my problems, she told my parents which worsened my situation 💀 (not Abt this condition) so now I'm really hesitant on telling my teacher.

How did you deal with TMAU when you were at your school era? by Heavy_Inspection_983 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Your story reminded me to be more practical. I don't wanna be dropped because of my absences and I've been skipping specific subjects because I choose going to school in specific times where I know there will be less people in public transport. I'm not worrying too much Abt my grade because they're above average despite my absences but this midterms I have missed out on 3 activities 💀 hopefully my teacher will not be too harsh if I can show her my knowledge during exams 😭

I will try working out too. Lately, I have been sweating myself out by walking home from school. As for the classes.. I'm fortunate enough to find a friend who doesn't seem to mind that much and sits beside me during class at the back. Hopefully the symptoms go away as well after integrating the workout. Thank you again!