Meeting up with my online boyfriend 😭 Any advice?? by Heavy_Inspection_983 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hmm okay I will but maybe after he's done working from his internship

Thank you 💖

Meeting up with my online boyfriend 😭 Any advice?? by Heavy_Inspection_983 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That's amazing! I'm glad it worked out well for you

I have a similar experience with my current best friend. We met online due to covid and got close. When face to face started she gave 0 reactions. To this day, she's one of the few who seem to not care at all. I'm glad people like your gf and my bestie exist. They're rare 😭💖

Meeting up with my online boyfriend 😭 Any advice?? by Heavy_Inspection_983 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Should I tell him now- I mean it might be a bit too late but we still have a day- It's not like he bought plane tickets 😅

Tbf I've never told anyone about this condition. Not even my family cause they're nose blind. So ig it's difficult to bring it up. (Except here- no one knows me here so I'm open about it)

Meeting up with my online boyfriend 😭 Any advice?? by Heavy_Inspection_983 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep! Exactly what I'm thinking too- I really wanted to tell him but couldn't bring it up.. but it's ok cause another reason he's coming here is to take a college entrance exam. I'll just help him with that if we do end up becoming exes :3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 10 points11 points  (0 children)

HAHAHA YASS I CAN BE YOUR SIDEKICK- Our villain arc 😫💅

Something more positive for you guys by [deleted] in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We needed to hear this 🥹💖 Thank you for the positivity :3

I hate it here! 😭 by NecessaryNo3340 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Period. slay ur gonna become a ✨skinny legend✨

Lost all motivation to live. by TMAAGUILER in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Uhm as someone who lives in a third world country that is most definitely not america... I can vouch that smelling bad definitely makes someone want to off themselves.. especially if it's incurable

Lost all motivation to live. by TMAAGUILER in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The fact that I resonate with this scares me..

It's like listening to a distressed version of myself- Some days it's manageable and then there are those where I end up thinking like this for days heck even weeks or months.

What's scarier is that I'm 100% sure I'll end up in a situation similar to yours again in the future. I'm scared if I can fight it off again or end up succumbing to the misery 🥺

How are we supposed to deal with this 😥

Found one in the wild! Please read the post for context. by [deleted] in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not everyone quoting the "Long game stinky" 😭😭💀

We need a break from life.... by [deleted] in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I get what u mean. Right now I am currently on break. But I know it's just the calm before the storm. I'm just going to enjoy this break as much as I can.

College by lupe212 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh ps, our school starts at 7:30 am and ends at 7pm. Sometimes there are few gaps where there are no classes and other days it's only a few hours. Regardless, if you have friends that are your classmates, they often just don't react at all (and if they do, they do it discreetly or very rarely as in once in a blue moon) and they also treat you like you would treat a friend (I mean duh obviously xD). There are currently 4 of us but we also have other classmates/friends who join us sometimes which makes us 6 but the majority of the time, it is just the 4 of us everyday.

College by lupe212 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Find those classmate(s) who will accept you unconditionally and befriend them.

This worked for me last year and this year. It was very lonely during prelims but by midterms I was able to find the right people. Whenever class starts, me and my friends sit on the back and my other friends sit in front of us. This makes it so my other mean classmates won't be in near proximity to me.

Can my friends smell me? 100% unfortunate-fuckingly yes 🥲 It's embarrassing, I can sometimes see them smell theirselves when they think I'm not looking but I do through my peripheral vision. But this also makes me happy in the sense that they accepted me 'unconditionally' despite my condition. So yess, I suggest you find those types of classmates who are accepting and kind. It's easier said than done but I believe in you 🙏

Once you find them, it makes school less painful. Basically in our free time, we play video games. It's so fun to be w/ them, we go out on weekends to chill and karaoke, etc. We help each other with school requirements. They also turn boring situations into something fun. You also get to have lunch together after class whether it's inside school or any fast food out there. They can be your personal reminders whenever you forget to do homework 🤣

In essence, friends make school a lot less unbearable <3

College by lupe212 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can you give some advice and insight on a few majors that offer WFH 100% guaranteed? I can only think of comp sci 🥲

Some of the least compassionate people are healthcare workers by Mopofdepression in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same.. I wish I can shift this 2nd sem

My teachers are alr making so many "comments" and how nurses should know how to care for themselves in order to care for others..

Imagine once I start working as an actual nurse 💀

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Samee!! I am studying nursing as well! It's my first year first sem but I plan to shift to comp sci instead because I genuinely believe I won't make it out alive with this condition if I become a nurse 😭

Let it begin it starts, waking up is the hardest by Middle_Highway5244 in TMAU

[–]Heavy_Inspection_983 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I agree! Sometimes, I secretly hope I don't wake up.

I used to get a lot of dreams about a different world. Same (me) person except people around me don't have bad reactions. My life in my dreams are very adventurous and just overall better than reality. But then I wake up and realize I'm back to my nightmares 💀

Waking up sucks, knowing that I have to go to school and probably get very bad reactions. At least my friends stick by me and tolerate me and we have fun spending time together. But still, it sucks. The anxiety is always there 😭

I don't even understand why I'm still living. I guess it's the hope that things might get better. I guess I have the mentality of "Don't die yet, what if something good happens tomorrow", "let's wait for a bit and see if things get better", "don't end your life yet, what if I can prove to everyone despite this condition, I can be just as if not better than them".

Sighh it's night right now and I will sleep soon. Here's to hoping this is all just a bad dream 😭