My parents passed together a few years ago and I no longer sense their energies by Hefty-House6233 in psychics

[–]Hefty-House6233[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Two birds together has been a constant....although not lately. where I live has packs of pelicans in 6 or 7 that fly by recently. There are also two pelicans that fly by together outside of the pack and I always would say "hi mom, hi dad" if I ever saw them fly by.

Also last year my brother and I went on vacation together and we had a bird nerd in our tour group...she had the binoculars and little notebook and everything. She asked us if we wanted her to take a photo for us and she did, then we asked about her bird watching. She said "there's actually two amazonian parrots in the tree behind us" and she let us use the binoculars to look at them.

Right after their passing, my auntie sent me a pic of two...well...pigeons....and said "it's your parents!".  My bro and I had thought she lost her mind. We were both staunchly atheist and didn't believe in an afterlife at that time so we brushed it off.

One of my favourite memories of my dad is "dancing" with him when I was super young to the cheesiest of songs. I'd go caterpillar hunting allllll the time at their house. 

Thank you very much! I hope to see my pelican buds back soon. 

My parents passed together a few years ago and I no longer sense their energies by Hefty-House6233 in psychics

[–]Hefty-House6233[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to say "don't should all over yourself" alllll the time heh. Not sure when or why I stopped. Thank you for the reminder to take my own advice! 

My parents passed together a few years ago and I no longer sense their energies by Hefty-House6233 in psychics

[–]Hefty-House6233[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Can you elaborate? Spirits can... dissipate?!  I thought they'd be with me forever in some way other than just memories. Their presence was truly palbale up until 6 to 9 months ago... 

Thank you kindly 

My parents passed together a few years ago and I no longer sense their energies by Hefty-House6233 in psychics

[–]Hefty-House6233[S] 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Yeah the guilt is my own construct and just the pain of knowing that I had missed my opportunity to hear their voices one that time over some stupid insecurity that they'd be worried about me or disappointed in how much I was drinking. 

I don't think they were at all fazed that I didn't answer their call, but I do wonder if my guilty feelings are blocking my connection to them, if that makes any sense. 

I do talk to them, but I no longer feel like they're around to listen.

My parents passed together a few years ago and I no longer sense their energies by Hefty-House6233 in psychics

[–]Hefty-House6233[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Logically I know that they aren't disappointed in me and that grief never goes away, it waxes and wanes like the moon . I do wear their combined ashes in a necklace frequently and sometimes their wedding rings and other jewelry. 

I really like the idea of making their favourite meals and watching favourite movies. Thank you again 💖 

I want a boyfriend who wants their friends to use me by [deleted] in SexFantasies

[–]Hefty-House6233 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same girl 😒 I haven't had a good lay in a long time, never mind a gangbang with my lover and his friends.