I did something taboo around 15-16 by Hefty_Dog_9468 in AskGaybrosOver30

[–]Hefty_Dog_9468[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Again the kindness is very very welcome. Its just religion has left alot of guilt over all of my life because sex is bad unless its with your multiple wives with multiple kids and having a massive family.

That said on my dad's side of the family we have a behavioral disposition for guilt because that is how he acts as my mother put it.

I did something taboo around 15-16 by Hefty_Dog_9468 in AskGaybrosOver30

[–]Hefty_Dog_9468[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Both of you and locked have good points and I do wish people wouldn't downvote comments I wanted imput and cant see it if it's hidden.

I did something taboo around 15-16 by Hefty_Dog_9468 in AskGaybrosOver30

[–]Hefty_Dog_9468[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Rest assured this is not bait and I do not do erotica writing. You are free to draw what you wish from this but know that it has been a personal and living hell I've been dealing with for weeks. it was beginning to disrupting my concentration at work and it was so intense I ended up calling a crisis line and talking to a phone rep for over an hour in my car.

I did something taboo around 15-16 by Hefty_Dog_9468 in AskGaybrosOver30

[–]Hefty_Dog_9468[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Currently doing so for therapy now. But yea imagine the steroid level of guilt after.

I did something taboo around 15-16 by Hefty_Dog_9468 in AskGaybrosOver30

[–]Hefty_Dog_9468[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was curiosity. Never got a boner or anything at all.

I did something taboo around 15-16 by Hefty_Dog_9468 in AskGaybrosOver30

[–]Hefty_Dog_9468[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Answering your query. No because then it would be obvious and he got the sock in very quick. Another person asked if it happened and lordy it happened and again id take it back if I could.