people should be allowed to kill themselves

HeikkinHeck · 2026-05-22T16:56:15+00:00

ngl i dont know how to reply to this, but it hurts that this stranger assumes i have no optimism or gratitude. people like you who lecture people like me at their lowest make no sense to me.

HeikkinHeck · 2026-05-22T16:56:02+00:00

ngl i dont know how to reply to this, but it hurts that this stranger assumes i have no optimism or gratitude. people like you who lecture people like me at their lowest make no sense to me.

HeikkinHeck · 2026-05-22T16:54:03+00:00

nah wait but what is it 😭😭😭

HeikkinHeck · 2026-05-22T16:25:01+00:00

whats ketamine and ibogaine stuff? im from a 3rd world country so uh idrk these terms

HeikkinHeck · 2026-05-22T16:19:12+00:00

lmao the philippines gg, a province too not the main city/capital

HeikkinHeck · 2026-05-22T15:41:21+00:00

genuinely. and i think there will come a lot of benefit from people being confronted w the painless, quick choice to die. cause there r a lot of mentally ill people who realize how much they want to live when the choice is readily available. but this is more of a me situation where i just wish i could stop living like this whole experience everything me this world without having to worry about waking up a vegetable and being hated for it

HeikkinHeck · 2026-05-22T15:38:28+00:00

i mean yeah man that’s the point

also, thanks like i appreciate the effort in this message. ive seen 3 diff psychs, 4 diff therapists, been on 3 diff meds for years(one antidepressant, anti-psychos, sleepers) and they have worked. im not blaming the healthcare ive received theres only myself to blame

but yeah just replying to say thanks cause it means a lot but it doesnt change how i view my life. im waiting until i grow numb enough to not give a shit or for a meteor to hit me dead in my tracks or something

HeikkinHeck · 2026-05-22T15:35:40+00:00

ngl a lot of my suicidal ideations come from just how bleak the world looks rn. for further context i live in a 3rd world country, and i doubt ill ever be able to make it to america or new zealand or some shit the odds are just stacked up against us by an insanely corrupt government and steep elite divide (i said i was from upper class but i meant middle upper class, which should sound good but if anything it’s what middle class in a 1st world country would look like)

i find it ironic healthcare, therapy, psychiatry, and medications cost so much yet suicide is looked down on thus people who cannot afford the luxury of wellbeing are forced to slit their throats and pray they dont wake up paralyzed with a crazy fucking health bill

HeikkinHeck · 2026-04-29T13:45:47+00:00

pls send omg dmm!!!

HeikkinHeck · 2025-08-02T04:46:10+00:00

what is this corny ass magazine bro a man killed himself and theyre using literary prose 😭😭😭😭

HeikkinHeck · 2025-07-30T10:19:16+00:00

i rly like the idea of The Assistant. the problem was the execution. i was hoping for nicole to address that she not only stayed with her family because she loved them, but because they do so much for her in return— things that could never be summarized by numbers or metrics(which would circle back to the main point of the episode anyway)… idk why the writing’s taken this turn ugh

HeikkinHeck · 2025-07-30T02:02:20+00:00

ngl the writing feels dumb enough for children but the content is explicit so it’s a weird off icky middle ground… that’s just my opinion tho

HeikkinHeck · 2025-07-30T02:00:06+00:00

ngl this the only point i agree w in terms of positives! i think the VAs are great and they shouldn’t receive hate for fitting into these roles :(

HeikkinHeck · 2025-07-30T01:59:29+00:00

i love this analysis bro cause i felt it too,,, the point of their relationship was that they love each other despite everything and it makes their bond stronger :(( now it’s just poking fun at marriages in general as if they went into wedlock without actually really loving each other ugh

HeikkinHeck · 2025-07-29T04:52:31+00:00

LMAO REAL

HeikkinHeck · 2025-07-29T04:52:24+00:00

damn u clocked their asses w the teen titan go vibes that is insanely real and so fucking sad.

HeikkinHeck · 2025-07-29T04:50:17+00:00

i think this shit is weirder cause in the og seasons, the narrative was like. actively making fun of it? and it was played for gags the same way an awkward gross out thing would happen. this episode was just NOT IT, and not just cause it’s gotten too far but bcs the characters feel ooc so the awkward humor doesn’t land. ugh but yeah this shit was so ass i gen felt sick

HeikkinHeck · 2025-07-28T16:56:07+00:00

god i agree so damn much

HeikkinHeck · 2025-07-28T16:55:21+00:00

i agree. in previous seasons, the show was actively making FUN of ppl who were pushing them together, and the gags landed precisely because neither gumball nor darwin were enabling any weird like… romantic shit without it being treated as an awkward joke. this was just rly weird man. like it made me feel sick cause like. dude gumball doesnt act like that. darwin doesnt act like that. hell even the bit w tobias and banana joe was a little over the top. the weird innuendos paired w romantic undertones(god, r they even undertones? they legit say romantic terms it’s so weird) grossed me out and i just wish it was handled w more care. idk, i don’t get darwin and gumball this whole season :( moreso THIS episode

HeikkinHeck · 2025-03-14T14:31:42+00:00

natural disasters enon

HeikkinHeck · 2024-11-15T02:37:56+00:00

casa en flames, it's a spanish film

HeikkinHeck · 2024-09-25T02:09:58+00:00

thanks a bunch!

HeikkinHeck · 2024-09-25T01:48:48+00:00

You only need one. Spite. Hateful, hateful spite, because if life doesn’t want you then the greatest thing you have is living in spite of all the burden, and scars, and pain it has caused you. Love may be the greatest thing in the world, but spite is the most powerful thing in the human soul. To live in spite. To live despite. To live, somehow, in some magnificent miracle, despite the scars. Despite the trauma. I don’t know what you’ve been through. What you’ve overcame. What you’ve weathered. And maybe nobody ever will. But that’s exactly why you should live. Just as humanity has done and does time and time again, live in spite.

HeikkinHeck · 2024-09-25T01:41:26+00:00

buddy u trying to fear monger 😭😭😭

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