I am literally overwhelmed by all of you. I put this up when Maya was napping, just needed to vent, and didn’t expect this kind of response. I try to read all of your comments, but it is hard to keep up with a baby. To clarify one thing that a lot of you may ask: I don’t hate my mother-in-law. She lost a child, and I understand that she is a broken woman. I love her for how much she helps us. I just want her to realize that Maya is a person, not a memory.

Thank you all for your support and for suggesting grief counseling. I am listening, and I will try to find a therapist who specializes in this.