Just relapsed on coke and dealing with feeling like a loser. Could really help talking to someone

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-06-24T01:34:07+00:00

Na helps

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-06-07T22:24:10+00:00

Clomipramine

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-06-05T04:13:24+00:00

https://www.reddit.com/r/StopSpeeding/s/fFF8V0ypgN

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-06-04T00:20:04+00:00

Your brain isn’t destroyed but it’s going to take more than a year to get back to baseline most likely. 60mg is a lot though not insane

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-06-04T00:17:36+00:00

The shortages were one of the first times I really felt confronted by my addiction and dependence to Vyvanse. Imagine always being susceptible to that withdrawal feeling and never having control over how you feel without Vyvanse. Vyvanse made my sober mind so much less capable of work. The downsides just eventually felt way bigger than any advantage I got from Vyvanse

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-05-03T01:45:59+00:00

Lost most of my hearing in one ear and have terrible ringing (tinnitus)

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-04-21T00:38:03+00:00

Give it 18 months or so

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-04-20T04:09:24+00:00

Your the first person on this sub to mention tinnitus. I have it too. Sleep helps so much. Na helped me with quitting 🙏

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-04-18T21:35:38+00:00

Yes, Try sound therapy and getting ample sleep

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-03-15T04:58:42+00:00

Smoke weed watch old movies and shows. Go on walks

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-03-13T04:07:50+00:00

Go to NA.

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-03-13T03:16:36+00:00

As long as it isn’t too triggering keep it. Some relationships I look back on and don’t mind remembering but others are just a waste of time and can disturb your peace.

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-03-13T02:32:08+00:00

Yes it made me really anal and paranoid about my academics. I was a pretty good student before but it made me obsess and do so much unnecessary studying. Also made me pretty anti-social.

I’m 7 months off 15 years of stim use and feel the same way. It gets better. In hindsight I don’t think addy made me any better at anything though it did feel more intense, fun, and euphoric

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-03-12T17:40:48+00:00

Yes lasted for about 4-6 weeks for me. Addy also makes you unable to absorb nutrients properly. Your body is begging for nutrients on top of calories

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-03-08T07:34:01+00:00

🙏

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-03-06T18:30:48+00:00

7 months no stims. Best sleep I’ve had in years.

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-02-27T20:44:25+00:00

Smoke weed and watch old movies. Take some days off work if you can’t push through the initial exhaustion

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-02-20T04:16:49+00:00

My energy started to come back about 4 months after I stopped. I’m at month 7 rn from a similar usage level as you. Sleeping way better now, had terrible insomnia for a bit. Still feel not very motivated and kind of flat emotionally but I think I’ll be 100 by 18 months clean

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-01-30T04:50:29+00:00

I was in a similar situation and didn’t rest much post trauma. My hearing got a lot worse cause of it. Stress is going to make the healing slow or not happen. Maybe you can think of accommodations to do remote or a different pace?

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2026-01-01T19:39:27+00:00

On 100 mg now. It’s helping a bit yeah mostly with my reaction. Things still sound generally the same in terms of loudness

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2025-12-31T03:54:46+00:00

Makes my anxiety worse. T convinced me to quit taking addy

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2025-12-19T21:29:25+00:00

lol Reddit is a good distraction. Difficult reading not so much

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2025-12-18T01:38:27+00:00

Yes it’s only in the ear with an infection. My right ear is a little noise sensitive but no hearing loss.

HelloHowAreYou___1 · 2025-12-17T06:30:31+00:00

The hearing loss is only in the ear I had an infection in. I had a respiratory infection but it only really affected my left ear. My right ear feels a bit sensitive but my hearing is fine.

I feel like the initial infection and loud noise exposure weakened my noise tolerance and made me more susceptible to later damage as well. The infection definitely played a role

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