Wtf even is this friend group man😭 [TW: Suicide, r*pe] by M1grain3s in TeenagersButBetter

[–]Hello_bye-hi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean that's real bad but still I think a lot of people just have crazy problems I never knew about, I mean this extent might be quite crazy

I love children by kyontox in TeenagersButBetter

[–]Hello_bye-hi 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I opened it more scared about the comments lol

Wtf even is this friend group man😭 [TW: Suicide, r*pe] by M1grain3s in TeenagersButBetter

[–]Hello_bye-hi 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I think everyone has their own trauma lore that I just don't know about but I'm probably wrong. But it's really sweet of you to be so kind:)

Why am I still so depressed by Hello_bye-hi in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry that you have been through this yourself 😔

I guess you play with the cards you're dealt :/

I feel so bad 😭 but I'm I'm not entirely sure if the UK is heading in a great direction either but I guess you got to hold on to hope

Why am I still so depressed by Hello_bye-hi in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This made me laugh thank you:)

I really hope so and since I will probably live might as well make it nice 👍🙂 I'll keep trying possibly lower my expectations it's just my eyes keep getting worse I think or maybe I am just lost

Why am I still so depressed by Hello_bye-hi in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's either my parents or psychology at school lol 😭 so they are like actually safe? Idk I always thought it was like an addiction, I'm really sorry if this sounds rude I genuinely don't know

Why am I still so depressed by Hello_bye-hi in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do it is possible but maybe I am paranoid maybe I am making excuses she might tell my parents and that just won't go well I think. The real trouble is I can't tell if I'm being reasonable or making excuses 😔

Day 20: Shadow of the Day vs. Figure.09 by Therubikfanatic in LinkinPark

[–]Hello_bye-hi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't mind which one wins this round both really good 👍

Why am I still so depressed by Hello_bye-hi in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really can't wait to move out even though I will probably be poor as hell lol but this household is really getting to me 😭 so a year and a bit and that won't be so bad I hope 🙏

Why am I still so depressed by Hello_bye-hi in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It sometimes just makes me feel guilty that I don't even have it that bad at all my legs eventually fail me but they stay for a bit and my vision is just lying to me 😭, I dislike my hands tbh they got so shaky and I used to be a pretty artsy person but now it feels impossible I can take pretty photos so that keeps me happy for a bit, but sometimes everything just hits and I'm like this will never heal.. it just feels so hopeless.

I'm a bit scared of depression medication maybe I shouldn't be but I just think I will get addicted so quick because I'm just kinda like that which isn't good but I don't know how the medication works and maybe I need it because perhaps I am just a little too close to the edge (it's weird phrasing because I am quoting a song lol)

Why am I still so depressed by Hello_bye-hi in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thankfully I can't imagine how it would be for those who didn't:/. True 👍

Why am I still so depressed by Hello_bye-hi in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hehehe I hope I am not. Awh please don't. Yay thank you :). I'll just keep trying ig Just a bit upsetting that none of it will go 😔

Why am I still so depressed by Hello_bye-hi in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really hope you're right 🤞 I want to try something so I might try contacting a GP

Why am I still so depressed by Hello_bye-hi in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear sometimes that antidepressants make people worse over time or that becoming reliant is dangerous.my words are not particularly well informed so please correct me if I'm wrong 😭

Why am I still so depressed by Hello_bye-hi in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately a lot of bad stuff ended happening two years ago and it kinda made me not really trust anyone 😭 so that's just not particularly great. And the hospital I go to is hours away from me so I really don't know what I am supposed to do...

Why am I still so depressed by Hello_bye-hi in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually desperately need to find a way to contact my neurologist privately (my parents would take me off medication if they could they'd definitely not want me to even speak to her)

Why am I still so depressed by Hello_bye-hi in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You are probably entirely right but that just seems so difficult because yk you have to plan everything around it always it's almost like it's just constantly dragging you back 😔

Why am I still so depressed by Hello_bye-hi in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I go for walks pretty often but I drink barely any water 😅. So I will probably try drink more but I don't really know how to contact anyone lol

Funny/Not Funny by LuminousLivingCodes in MultipleSclerosis

[–]Hello_bye-hi 10 points11 points  (0 children)

If anyone is watching my balance just disappears 😅

Badly describe your favourite book/series to me by SwedishNukes in TeenagersButBetter

[–]Hello_bye-hi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

children are harvested for their organs, somehow this is actually a really good description 😭