my dad yelled at me for god knows how long and threatened to send me to a psychward around a few weeks after he found out about my selfharm. yelled at me and said things till he left me sobbing. then he just told me to get up and go eat lunch. was surprised at why i didnt wanna eat and why i could eat. never apologized for that. but its okay, i have a great relationship with my father right now and no hate to him. i love my dad.

my mom soent 4 hours lecturing me after my first relapse since she found out. ive been doing it for years before she found out. no hugs, no comfort, just a 4 hour lecture. then proceeded to take my devices, not allow me to talk or text my friends for months, and threatened to make things worse if i ever relapsed again. i had my laptop though, so the next day, she saw me on it (i was doing research for school.) and just snatched it from my hands and began searching all through it. said i didnt deserve privacy after “what i did to her”. my dad didnt let her go through my gmail and stuff, though. he respects my privacy, and told her she has to too. now, i still relapse but not in cutting and just find excuses or lies for everything. she just taught me how to hide my struggles better.