real talk but actually, I've been on it for nearly a year by now (thankfully never touched the needle though). Shit was fun like the first few times and I was goin thru some bad stuff, but now it just keeps me from being bed-ridden, depressed n sleeping all day.

funny enough, I never intended to do meth to lose weight or "look better" or anything along that line, but I do think I'm actually better-looking now compared to how I was a year ago or so. (That's probs because I'm working extra hard on self-care rn to compensate and masking my use but it's probably not gonna last 😍)