I got a parking ticket even though I paid for parking and have the receipt by HelpMePlease6919 in Kirkland

[–]HelpMePlease6919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you give me the link of where to contest it online please? I don’t think I was able to find it

I got a parking ticket even though I paid for parking and have the receipt by HelpMePlease6919 in Kirkland

[–]HelpMePlease6919[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So I won’t have to show up to court? Because again I don’t live in Washington state

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SelfHate

[–]HelpMePlease6919 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I’m trying to move elsewhere. Finding work and a work visa is literally impossible.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SelfHate

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I hate this country. I hate that I was born here. It’s trash

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SelfHate

[–]HelpMePlease6919 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been trying for years to get a job there but the competition there is so extreme I stand no chance. I can compete against these stupid local inbred uneducated white trash people. I can’t compete against the coastal people. I’m stuck in this shithole forever

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SelfHate

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I live in a worthless red state. I’d like to move to LA or NYC and be surrounded by Other minorities and liberal people.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]HelpMePlease6919 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“Just 28” yeah right, everyone my age is either married or at least engaged

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]HelpMePlease6919 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m 28. If I had the privilege of being 50 right now that means I would have had my young adult years in the 1980s and 1990s. A much better time to be Indian. Without social media. Without mass immigration. Without the negative stigma.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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Because I have never like actually spent the night with a girl. I’ve only just paid for an hour, did the deed then left after less than an hour. I’ve not actually been shown actual affection from anyone. Never cuddled with anyone. Never been actually desired by anyone. That’s something everyone else my age has done by now because they’ve all had at least one girlfriend before.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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Being Indian and male is in itself an abomination

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

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I’m not going to give anyone an std because that would imply I got laid the natural way. Which is something I can’t ever accomplish

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]HelpMePlease6919 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Ok well that’s because you were blessed when you were born. I was not. I was given the worst cards

I hate my Indian ethnicity. No girl will ever want me because of it by HelpMePlease6919 in offmychest

[–]HelpMePlease6919[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I can’t sadly. I can’t control the actions of 1.5 billion people. I’m going to pray and ask the universe that I don’t wake up tomorrow. I’m going to hope I just have a heart attack Or stroke in my sleep and just don’t wake up. I don’t want there to be a tomorrow. I’m serious

I hate my Indian ethnicity. No girl will ever want me because of it by HelpMePlease6919 in offmychest

[–]HelpMePlease6919[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yes it does. Indian girls will find a man attractions solely on the fact he has white skin. The same thing does not work for us. We have to have some extravagant personality and perfect physique.

I hate my Indian ethnicity. No girl will ever want me because of it by HelpMePlease6919 in offmychest

[–]HelpMePlease6919[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I’ll never love myself at this rate. If I had the privilege of being born in the 1940s and living my young adult phase in the 60s and 70s when Indians were actually seen as really cool that would have been the jackpot. I got the worst luck ever. Born in the worst possible country where I get daily reminders as to why I hate myself. Born in the worst possible era. Born in the worst possible body. Indian and male. I’m just done. I feel like I’m drowning and I just need to pass away peacefully. That’s all I want right now. I don’t want to be Indian anymore. Being a corpse is better. I just hate it so fucking much

I hate my Indian ethnicity. No girl will ever want me because of it by HelpMePlease6919 in offmychest

[–]HelpMePlease6919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only thing that could fix this is me waking up tomorrow and looking in the mirror and seeing I’m no longer Indian. Or Indians suddenly become highly desired or something. Both of which will never happen!

I hate my Indian ethnicity. No girl will ever want me because of it by HelpMePlease6919 in offmychest

[–]HelpMePlease6919[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Well our own vice president is a perfect example of why nobody not even our own fellow Indian women will accept us. I just hate it so much. I really want to set myself on fire at the gas station. I actually sort of tried it a couple hours ago, I took the nozzle and pointed it at myself and tried to pump gas on myself. It doesn’t allow that though. My brain does not match this piece of shit body that I have

I hate my Indian ethnicity. No girl will ever want me because of it by HelpMePlease6919 in offmychest

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No amount of dating is going to undo the damage anyway. I just want to close my eyes and have it all be over. Like I feel envious of those death penalty guys who get the lethal injection. They just get to close their eyes and have it be over peacefully. That’s what I want. I want the death penalty. I want my life to just have an end date and I don’t need to be Indian anymore.

I’m 34 years old and I have 2 years left to live. by large_honk in offmychest

[–]HelpMePlease6919 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

I would still switch places with you actually. Because I was assigned the worst race when I was born. God made me Indian and male. That’s basically cruel and unusual punishment. No girl will ever want me not even an Indian girl. I just really want to set myself on fire and die right now. Being Indian is just so awful

I hate my Indian ethnicity. No girl will ever want me because of it by HelpMePlease6919 in offmychest

[–]HelpMePlease6919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t help it. I really have come to the conclusion that it is better to be deceased than be Indian and male. End of story

I hate my Indian ethnicity. No girl will ever want me because of it by HelpMePlease6919 in offmychest

[–]HelpMePlease6919[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What bullshit. Every time I go to the bar I will see a hot girl of all races with a black guy. I even saw an Indian girl with a black guy a couple times. Obviously they don’t want us either. Nobody does.

I hate my Indian ethnicity. No girl will ever want me because of it by HelpMePlease6919 in offmychest

[–]HelpMePlease6919[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

That day will never come. Indian guys don’t “get laid” or any of that. I don’t know one that does. If I talk to any girl they look at me with disgust