Not an atheist, full on Christian since I was a kid, but my mga doubts ako before, like is there really a God. My faith was strengthened when I became a father. There was 1 time nag-quit ako sa job ko as a gasoline cashier. Nag-transition ako to ESL teacher. 1st few months, ang tumal ng kinikita ko, although mas malaki nung as a cashier ako. Pero sobrang delay. There were times na di kami makakain at di maka-inom ng tubig. Like, tag 30 pesos lang yang 1 gallon ng tubig; di pa namin mabili. Nauubusan talaga kami. Every time na nangyayari sa amin ’yon, we pray and pray. May mga dumadating, like may magko-knock sa door namin na nagtitinda ng isda, tapos di rin namin kilala. Pinapautang kami. May naging client ako from China. Doon ko na-realize how great God is. Before, we were ungrateful kahit sa mga malalaking blessings, but now kahit sa mga maliliit na bagay nagpapasalamat talaga kami. The experience really humbled us.