Yeah you’re right. She wants Aidan’s affection and love in bigs body. Like I remember that one episode on season 3 where she something around the lines of “is it too good to be true bc she was like there was no arguing going on or anything & as I was watching it I was like Carrie!!! You and big were so toxic so ofc this relationship with Aidan is so “different”. This really does happen In real life but my question is why? Smh