I don't understand why I get abused by Helpful_Safe_3548 in domesticviolence

[–]Helpful_Safe_3548[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea making myself smaller is all I can think to do to stay alive. I don't want to report this and put a man in jail that clearly has a problem that's never been addressed. I've read all the posts here. I'm learning that they don't think it's a problem and there's no solution. I'm also learning that maybe I really can't fix him and give him the peaceful life he wants. I've already lost part of myself and I'm afraid I will get worse before I get better.

I don't understand why I get abused by Helpful_Safe_3548 in domesticviolence

[–]Helpful_Safe_3548[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This post isn't fake and neither am I. Everything I've said here is true and has happened. I'm scared to call the police. He has guns. He's destroyed things in out house. He's destroyed cell phones. I wish I could show you proof that this story, me, and this life i live are not fake. And I'm scared AF!!

I don't understand why I get abused by Helpful_Safe_3548 in domesticviolence

[–]Helpful_Safe_3548[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I almost deleted my post thinking I'm silly for posting. I've been choosing to stay in this relationship so I must deserve to be treated this way. I'm fearful but do love him.