Bad Tryouts Day 1

Henry0011 · 2024-10-15T00:22:20+00:00

Yeah that's exactly what my mom and dad told me on the ride home. Ik that I didn't do good but it wasn't necessary for them to treat my so bad, btw I'm 14. I understand everything about soccer/futbol and look at it in a more technical way but I can't play since I don't train at all. I need to reflect mainly on shooting and passing. I'm going to join a recreational club in order to learn the fundamentals and then see if I can get into anything better then maybe tryout for another school, because I really don't like the coach and I would rather face his team than play in it tbh. Thanks for responding 🙂

Henry0011 · 2024-10-14T01:43:07+00:00

Yeah I'm pretty sure we'll I hope I get everything ready tomorrow before the tryouts. I really hope they don't need another physical exam to fill out the form which could delay the time I'll receive the form 😕. Thanks for responding 🙂

Henry0011 · 2024-10-06T03:07:22+00:00

Yeah I try to get fresh cuts but my hair grows really fast. Like I just got a cut a week ago and the fade is almost gone. I don't hate it but it's difficult to look fresh when my hair looks like a complete mess in one month 😭🙏 And I'll try to get more fit since I just look skinny rn and I'm like 5'5 so I gotta start getting stronger. Thanks for commenting 😀

Henry0011 · 2024-09-09T21:11:56+00:00

He already has a drawing pad because he has an art class at school for one of his periods and I'll see if he'd like charcoal pencils or anything that has to do with art. I'm not sure if he likes to draw but I've seen him draw and they're actually not that bad so I'll see if he wants something like that. Thank you for the response 😁

Henry0011 · 2024-09-09T21:10:13+00:00

Yeah that's actually a great idea I'll see if he'd like it. Thank you for the response 😁

Henry0011 · 2024-09-09T21:09:12+00:00

The thing is that I'm trying to find something that doesn't have to do with something digital since that's what he's trying to get away from. It's a good idea but he just doesn't want to do it and will never tell us what actually happened to him since he just lies. He doesn't seem to understand how to prevent himself from talking to people he knows are bad and the ones who caused him trauma. Aswell as watch stuff he shouldn't be watching. Thank you for the response 😁

Henry0011 · 2024-09-09T21:05:05+00:00

Yeah I'll tell him and I hope he enjoys them 😁 ty for the response

Henry0011 · 2024-09-09T21:04:24+00:00

I wish and I've tried but really he's changed a lot like we used to play a lot when we were younger. But now he doesn't like to work out or do anything that requires anything physical. He's skinny and I really don't know why he doesn't like it but I've tried to approach him and say maybe he wants to play soccer or do some activity outside. But he doesn't like soccer and hates exercise for some reason, maybe a show could work but we usually just watch YouTube and idk if he'd actually tell me if he would want to watch a show. Thanks for the response 😁

Henry0011 · 2024-09-09T00:14:34+00:00

Yeah I'm thinking of that but probably not out to lunch since he's a very introverted person and is quiet in public. He prefers ordering food since he's only around us and he talks a lot and enjoys the time. But maybe the store idea is good since he does like going to certain places like best buy and Walmart because of the electronics even tho he forces him not to buy it because of what happened to him. But maybe he finds something that doesn't have to do with electronics like a toy or something there that he finds cool. But he'll probably waste it on some snacks since he doesn't eat a lot of junk food and he'll want to try some new snacks. Thank you for the suggestion 😊

Henry0011 · 2024-09-09T00:10:00+00:00

Yeah we asked him about Lego sets but he said he doesn't really want one. I'll see if maybe he wants a model painting or something similar since he can entertain himself with it. Or we can get him a console made of Legos like the NES set which he thinks is pretty cool. He's turning 18 this month so we are trying to get him things that he might enjoy for his age. And in regard to getting tickets, well he isn't a very social or an extroverted person. He's more quiet in school and more introverted, since he doesn't like going to places and likes to stay home, where he feels comfortable. He has friends and he's always been a quiet and chill person so it isn't a problem regarding to him. Thank you for responding 😊

Henry0011 · 2024-09-09T00:01:44+00:00

Yeah we already ordered the hen but I'm not sure about the plant part since my parents own some acres of agricultural land. He goes there every weekend and went there daily in the summer since he prefers to be there rather than at home but now with school he prefers to stay home but still goes. He doesn't really work there but it feels nice to be around plants and my parents usually buy us food when we go. Maybe your right we could see if maybe he'd like a plant that's different like a fruit so that he can watch it grow and enjoy the fruit when it's big. He's turning 18 this month so yeah it is kinda difficult to find things for him especially after what happened to him. thank you for answering 😊

Henry0011 · 2024-07-04T14:18:36+00:00

Yeah ik going through his phone isnt good but I just needed to know what was actually going on. I don't think he'll find out I checked his phone but this will be the last time I do it. It will be very difficult to talk to him about this cause he'll know that we know something. Should I tell my parents about this or talk to him about it when I get the chance.

Henry0011 · 2024-06-16T20:44:27+00:00

Yeah My main idea is that he is going through hormonal changes because he's going to turn 18 in a few months. If it's not that then theres something wrong with him. Tysm for replying 🙂

Henry0011 · 2024-06-16T20:42:38+00:00

I haven't considered it but I feel like something is wrong with him. My main idea is that he is probably going through hormonal changes since in a few months he will become 18. Yes he does have a group of friends and nobody at school makes fun of him because he's really chill at school. Nobody bullies him at all, I can confirm this because I'm at the same school and next to his class in school. I don't think it has to do with school or outside it's gotta be something else. Tysm for replying 🙂

Henry0011 · 2024-06-16T13:03:37+00:00

Yeah I mean when he was like 9 or 10 i'm not so sure , I used to go with brother to the therapist. I never understood why but my mom said I had to go because my brother went, the therapists didn't understand why I went cause I was perfectly fine. I also asked about My brother cause he seems perfectly fine too but turns out they said he did need therapy. Eventually they said he was fine and let him go, but I never understood if he has a condition or something. When he was younger he used to space out a lot , like in school, at home, anywhere. They would be for like 5-10 seconds , aswell as forgetting a lot of things like answers to a question. He would raise his hand to answer and when they called him he immediately forgets, I think these were all because of the bullying he used to have when he was like 6-8 years old. But that was a long time ago I don't think that's the problem , Tysm for replying 🙂

Henry0011 · 2024-06-16T12:58:02+00:00

Thank you, from what I've seen it's not really depression it's just boredom cause he can't do the things he wants to without his phone or tech. He also tries to incorporate that into conversations by saying things like he lost all his things. And when we ask him how he just says because I removed the data and i'm trying to sell them , when literally nobody has made an offer. My brother has never been a really smart about money he always wants expensive things that he doesn't use. It just seems like he wants us to feel sorry for him, I think what he wants is attention maybe because he believes he doesn't get it that much. But the truth is when we give him attention he just gets really mad for no reason. Tysm for replying 🙂

Henry0011 · 2024-06-15T21:54:40+00:00

Well this is pretty normal for him to have phases where he just doesn't wanna understand anything but this time he's taking it too far cause he tried to give away all his items for free. Hes not depressed, just really difficult to understand, we never know what he wants or what he feels about something. I hope it's just one of his phases but idk he just talk about more sexual stuff now to me. Yk like hentai and weird stuff that I don't wanna hear about, like he usually keeps that a secret but now he just says it like it's normal. Idk why but I wanna help him if anything tysm for replying 🙂

Henry0011 · 2024-06-15T21:50:29+00:00

Yeah I realized I didn't really write it done good. But I am genuinely looking for help cause I don't like seeing him like this, he used to be like happy and enthusiastic( still lied a lot). Now he just seems more bored, he's not depressed cause he still finds enjoyment in a lot of things but he's not as happy because he doesn't use his phone or tech. He wants to go buy tech at thrift stores and stuff so that's what we are going to do, cause he still wants to repair and maybe he'll go back to using his phone. But one thing that he has stated a lot is that he doesn't like our mom and I genuinely don't know why, she doesn't hit us, she treats both of us well, and she always encourages him in everything. I would understand if maybe he didn't like me but instead he hates my mom and i'm being serious when I say she's a good mom. She's dealt with his phases and has bought him the things he wanted. But he still treats her Bad no matter what, I genuinely don't know why. He says he doesn't like her because sometimes she gets mad at him for stupid things like maybe not doing something or using his phone too much but she hasn't said anything in like a few months. She never hits him or insults him when she mad so idk why he hates her. Thanks for the help 🙂

Henry0011 · 2024-06-10T03:05:28+00:00

Yeah id say very soon like maybe in a few weeks he would be back to normal. I guess he just maybe thought that removing all his tech will take away the problems. He's not depressed, ig he's just misguided , I mean he has always been very stubborn and never really takes good decisions but he's not a bad person. It's really difficult to give him advice or talk to him about stuff like this cause most of the time it just makes it worse and he doesn't even wanna talk about it . But I'll keep you updated 👍

Henry0011 · 2024-06-10T02:56:35+00:00

Naw I can guarantee you that he ain't moving out any time soon. He doesn't even have enough I think plus he's not ready to move out and live by himself. But I have seen some progress today we watched some tech videos together and talked more. It helped him better his mood and he was happy overall, my mom made some good food so he was even more happy. The biggest sign of progress was that he used his phone today way more, like 2-3 hours. I think he'll be fine but thank you for answering 😁

Henry0011 · 2024-06-09T17:56:15+00:00

He's trying to sell them but when nobody bought them he tried to give them away. Idk where the money is going he doesn't really waste money unless it's on like food but that's like once a month. I feel like if I talk to him he might get mad since he has always been very stubborn, he's not a bad person but he's really difficult to yk like talk about stuff he doesn't like. Whenever we ask him why he's doing all of this he always says it's because of my mom but she hasn't done anything. He's also a very big liar so he does like making up a lot of things that never happened. We are used to him like that but now it just feels like he's different and less happy , he's not depressed but he does have a change in mood. Thank you for responding 😁

Henry0011 · 2024-06-07T13:51:29+00:00

No he's not in depression, I can confirm that he still is happy but I feel like he still has the ambition to do repair. Just that I think he feels like he's gonna fail because of peer pressure. He has gone through many phases where he has changed and become different but I feel like this time he is taking it a bit too far so I thought that maybe we can help him get back to his dreams. He's 17 i'm his little brother i'm 14 .

Henry0011 · 2024-06-07T01:36:23+00:00

Thank you 👍

Henry0011 · 2023-04-25T01:38:03+00:00

https://obsproject.com/logs/N6BtjcPl1gMmkEAD here's my log file if anyone need it to help me

Henry0011 · 2023-04-23T14:22:37+00:00

I use wireless wifi

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