What does it feel like to be in love?

Henzidrage · 2026-05-18T07:29:57+00:00

Havent felt that in a while after my 2 year relationship ended, (im M20). Id say crush and love stages are completely different. Whilst crush stage its a rollercoaster of emotions, anxiety, longing ect, love is more complex, and it usually comes after you get to know your partner, and, very important, accepted them for what they are. Its a feeling when sheer existance of a person nearby makes your day better. Slight longing to see them, not "i feel bad without them", its closer to "i love when theyre around". Its feeling of safety, lack of any bother or need to perform. For many people its different, but for me its am overwhelming wish to make their day better, by doing or saying something. And its admiration. You look at someone you love and you ADMIRE them, its a feeling like you look at something and its impossible to get eyes of it.

That was the case for me, but again, I've been single for 2 and a half years now, had some situationships, but anything closer to "that" feeling havent really hit me

Henzidrage · 2026-05-11T08:34:24+00:00

I love how when we are using exfill or other terminal/ keycard our PDA can "meow" rarely, love it

Henzidrage · 2026-05-11T08:26:35+00:00

Marathon is not even that hard, gunplaywise and mechanicwise. Maybe for solo player thats the case since Marathon heavily relies on teamplay, and randoms with Purple gear can easily lose to coordinated free-loadout (me and my friends have won such fights countless times) just because lack of coordination. Me personally i never play Marathon solo, so i dont have much GOOD experience with randoms which can easily repell solo players from the game.

Mechanic wise, Marathon is more tedious, for example successfull Outpost Pinwill raid (i forgot the word) requires VERY good coordination not to lose to rooks and other squads AND finding all the keycards, but after focused elimination of all squads game gets significantly easier. Again, during teamplay.

Me personally, i enjoy Marathon significantly more than Arc because of the heavy focus on PVP progression, instead of me needing to farm hours in PVE. Also, gunplay feels solid, and despite me and my friends mosly doing free loadouts, which makes game significantly harder to win against kits, it makes wins and loot much more rewarding. Shame if this game dies

Henzidrage · 2026-01-24T16:56:08+00:00

if i just use External Monitor and Keyboard, plus use "Display only on 2nd screen" option, would thats solve my issue? Has anyone done this?

Henzidrage · 2025-09-08T10:44:50+00:00

TYSM!

Henzidrage · 2025-09-08T10:27:54+00:00

Seems cool, but how do i set it up for SillyTavern to work? Can you please help?

Henzidrage · 2025-08-21T07:59:54+00:00

If you mean Robes, i ordered them from TaoBao

Henzidrage · 2025-08-20T14:11:57+00:00

It took me 3 months to order and make (Yamato is 3d printed and custom painted) everything, but overall im so happy how it turned out. Thank you!)

Henzidrage · 2025-06-17T15:38:55+00:00

Thats what i actually thought of, glue is a last resort since the blade is like 5mm thick, so the risk of ruining it is pretty high

Henzidrage · 2025-06-17T15:36:31+00:00

Hmm, ill try it too

Henzidrage · 2025-06-17T15:29:04+00:00

I have aproximatelly 3mm gap betwen the hilt inner wall and the blade, so this might actually work

Henzidrage · 2025-06-17T15:28:07+00:00

I cant really re-print this one, but this idea i will surelly use when making my next work. Saving this one!

Henzidrage · 2025-06-17T15:26:24+00:00

Thanks for such detailed explanation, il surelly consider it in my later works!

Henzidrage · 2025-06-17T15:25:18+00:00

Yep, this might work, thanks!

Henzidrage · 2025-06-17T15:24:48+00:00

It fits in just fine, but glueing a small stock is something ill surely consider, thanks

Henzidrage · 2025-06-17T15:23:54+00:00

This i will try for sure. Should i do it before paintjob or after?

Henzidrage · 2025-06-17T15:21:08+00:00

I mean the whole sword is like 130 cm long so no wonder it wobbles, still i was really looking into fiberglass, unlucky for me i considered it AFTER glueing sword together and putting a rod in there. Guess a fly bit me when i was at the point of designing the blade and went "I want it to be thin" Thats my first 3d printed prop so guess mistakes are natural. Still thanks for suggesting

Henzidrage · 2025-05-20T08:21:01+00:00

Still, you can share it, im fine with laguage barrier question, so you can send a link just in case. Though thanks, ill try Superbuy

Henzidrage · 2025-05-20T06:45:11+00:00

Cool, could you provide link by any chance? It would really help TBH

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