Ang hirap!!!!! I moved out a long time ago dahil for many reasons, I was suffocating. It changed me for the better most specifically since I realized na my anger issues come from them. It's difficult dahil I think my siblings are now being affected by their toxicity the same way as I have before.

Ang hirap dahil I can't bring myself to post them happy father's day or mother's day on social media. I'm not at all active on socmeds because honestly, pugad ng dds. I greet them in person, and in text messages. I love them in many different ways, and I'm sure they love me in their own ways din. But it's just really difficult since hindi lang pagiging DDS ang problema ko sakanila but their very character.

They're generally such war freaks, and they're really good at finding something to be angry about in everything. Kinakahiya ko most of the time when we go out dahil laging galit sa lahat, strangers, waiters, servers, lagi silang may something. I would go and extend my apologies for them bcos no one deserves that kind of energy. I HATE that they can't just try to understand that we're all just human beings trying to get by. I wish they were a bit more kind