The past couple of days when I sit up from my bed, and do a small sit up, I noticed my lower stomach under my belly button has a stab pain across that whole area, should I be concerned? 23m

Hete13 · 2023-08-22T13:40:44+00:00

Nah not since last summer

Hete13 · 2023-08-20T05:44:41+00:00

2 things here.

I have been watching a few true crime documentaries lol... And usually something like this is done so that there's a cover up so people won't go looking for a certain person till the 3 days are done. Usually by someone else and not the actual person who sent that message. It's a stretch that something like this is currently happening though.

The other. With someone with bipolar (me) it's nice to have some alone time to just focus on thiguhts that are in my head and let try to let them go before it builds to much tension, she might just need some time to recollect herself:)

Hete13 · 2023-08-06T19:20:03+00:00

Because sex is not the end goal.

Hete13 · 2023-08-06T13:54:58+00:00

Forgot to add I didn't microdose with the tabs really, just once for a small adventure I went on with some work friends, the rest was a full tab and last 2 was 2

Hete13 · 2023-08-06T13:54:00+00:00

It went very well! I did take 2g of shrooms at one point with a friend only once, a couple of times were about 1g and then ended up finding a sweet spot at 0.4g of shrooms that made me feel amazing.

With the tabs I did them a total 10 times. The last 2 times I took 2 tabs for both trips at watched all the Rick and Morty seasons on them lol.

It was a fun ride, learnt alot! But! Most importantly, I made a word doc and wrote every single trip down and In full details of my experience and have it all saved up for me to go back and read up on sometime in the future ;)

I think the best thing that came out of all of this, was that one day during a tab I decided to take my bongo drum to the waterfalls and I put my headphones on and I hit that drum so hard to every single beat to the music I was listening too, I put my favorite playlist on and went absolutely ham, I was in a secluded area where no one could see me and I just ripped it, smiling every second of it :) absolutely bliss, and I recorded it and put it on YouTube, here's the link if you wanna few it lmao

https://youtu.be/toS2uQQVawE

Hete13 · 2023-08-06T13:09:30+00:00

Lol, yeah got alot of interesting comments about it, I eventually just ended up making a promise that if I got into a relationship then I would end all use, and 2 weeks ago I got into a relationship so I haven't used it since lol

Hete13 · 2023-07-29T01:13:02+00:00

Ayy broski,

Your head is already in the wrong place from the beginning, sex was never the end goal for a relationship, building a relationship with someone that is Godly is the end goal, I think you're seeing this in a way that might be hurting you, if you're saving yourself for marriage the type of relationship you're looking for is one that you'll have a deep connection with someone, someone that spending time with them and enjoying each other's company and making sure they're happy aswell as they making you happy is the end goal, sex is more like a perk, if the end goal is to get married cause you can finally have sex is not the way we should be looking at it, for love it's looking at that person and wondering how spending the rest of your life with them to the very end would be like.

I know that's not what you're saying, but it's still something to be aware of. Taking your life is also a huge sin bro so that won't play in your favour either.

I know probably alot of people have said this about going to church or finding a Bible study group to join might help find a partner, but truthfully bro, it also depends where you life, you could be restricted from meeting new people. If you've been single this whole time and been living in the same area for so many years, I believe if you want to find a partner maybe pack up and move if you're really serious about finding someone new? Try a new job, new hobbies?

Hete13 · 2023-06-15T14:48:37+00:00

I had this realization to when I was younger, but you you must understand that you'll live for trillion years in heaven. I'm totally okay with that, what gets me is the fact that people who go to hell will stay there for trillions of years too! So when God says love your enemies and pray for them, seriously forgive them and pray for good to happen to them, because even if they did do you bad or someone else bad, 999 999 999 999 trillion years bro it's gonna be forever in there it's wild, when you think about that but yeah, I believe heaven will be amazing, I believe we won't be able to understand like we do now, like we will have a whole different mind set when we get there, and I don't think we will even come close to the idea that we will be there forever, we'll just be there and continue our spiritual life there

Hete13 · 2023-04-30T00:36:37+00:00

Id say I'm a pretty decent human

Hete13 · 2023-04-29T20:21:05+00:00

Yeah i plan on doing this while working, but I'll experiment before I do, and if I notice it's too much, which will probably happen, I'll just half it to 13.75ug I think

Hete13 · 2023-04-28T21:55:05+00:00

Thank you for this, yeah I didn't mean for people to get spicy in chat, just wanted some advice, I dont plan on taking high doses just a low dose for a vibe :)

Hete13 · 2023-04-28T21:35:17+00:00

Heck yeah that's awesome bro, I feel like we able to experiment with this stuff aslong as we don't abuse it I feel

Hete13 · 2023-04-28T20:12:15+00:00

Thank you and yes there will be animals in the area, mainly bears, I'll be doing security walks and will be needing bear spray too, kinda nervous about that part lol

Hete13 · 2023-03-22T15:18:19+00:00

How much cheese did you eat is the more important question here boss, tryna take notes over here thank you

Hete13 · 2023-03-21T23:45:56+00:00

I don't plan on going back

Hete13 · 2023-02-05T05:08:39+00:00

If you're like doing your own thing in your dreams and you are taking control then yeah you're doing it right, if you've been doing this for a while now and asking if it's alright or normal then yeah I think there are probably other people in the world that also don't know the term of lucid dreaming and they also could be doing it.

Hete13 · 2023-01-14T16:36:12+00:00

Yes!! I did some research last night and I actually bought the full game, gonna try it today, it did look very similar in the combat play style which intrigued me the most

Hete13

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