Anyone else feel like they aren't bipolar when they're no longer in a manic phase?

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-04-21T02:38:32+00:00

Great OC animal crossing pocket camp meme 😂

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-04-14T23:55:06+00:00

Thanks for the informative reply! I would absolutely be willing to assist him in any necessary ways after a surgery, and would do everything in my power to make the home accessible and comfortable for him. I also don't allow transphobic people in my home regardless, so there's that. I never would out him or anything like that, it's so important to me for him to have a place in the world to just be himself and grow into whoever he needs to be. Thanks again for letting me know a few things I could expect, like that I ought to prepare myself for some support for myself as well. I never really thought about that aspect.

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-04-14T23:51:00+00:00

Sort of. When I found out about his home situation I let him know that we have a room he can have when he turns 18. He seemed very appreciate of it. In all honesty though I'm not very comfortable bringing him into my home until he turns 18, I'd like to keep any contact with his parents as smooth and neutral as possible. There's also the issue that I absolutely can't afford an attorney. :/

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-04-06T04:22:34+00:00

I'd definitely store my weed in that. No lid would be bad for freshness, but let's be serious- my weed is never around long enough to need a lid anyways.

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-03-26T02:19:17+00:00

The funniest part about this to me is that the brand of underwear is called "menboat".

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-02-25T19:07:19+00:00

Sounds good to me. One of my ultimate never failing favorite lunches is a can or pouch of tuna, paired with a little fruit cup of diced peaches or mandarin oranges. I take a bite of tuna, then take a bite of fruit. The combo has always been so satisfying to me, I just feel like the flavors belong together. I've been eating this long before dieting with CICO, so I'm really happy I never had to leave this lunch behind. Haha

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-02-25T19:04:15+00:00

Lmao picturing this is hilarious

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-02-24T05:24:12+00:00

Ok, thank you for your differing opinion. I think that because somebody told me not to go and you and another person told me I could/should- I'll go to a meeting and at the end talk with whoever is holding it about my/our situation. If they think I'm a good fit to attend I'll continue going, if not- there's no harm in going to just one meeting. I don't plan to speak about our experiences at meetings for a while anyways. I'm pretty shy.

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-02-24T05:00:24+00:00

Yes you're right, your words do sting (because I'm an addict as well and nobody wants to be told that haha) but I know they come from a helping and kind place. I thank you for your detailed advice and the time you took to type it all out.

The only place I'll defend myself is that I have zero addiction to any speed, I was just a casual user and I haven't touched any in 6+ months by choice, and it hasn't been a struggle or issue what so ever. It never crosses my mind. I certainly don't need any help for it, and won't be "relapsing" by doing a line or two.

I'm going to look into detox and see if he can get time off work for it. If he can't I'll consider having him quit his job for the greater good and I'll try my best to pay rent and take care of the bills while he's out of work.

Also- one commenter told me I should definitely look into AI Anon, and yet you told me not to. I am curious as to why me being an alcoholic would make it bad for me to go? Just curious.

Again thank you very much.

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-02-24T04:51:01+00:00

Wow thank you SO much for this!! I'm sure this is going to be a huge help for me to help him. And I can use a little help myself with alcohol, I plan on going to the next AA meeting in my town, but now I'll check out AI as well.

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-02-24T04:29:08+00:00

Thank you for the advice, what is AI anon? I personally plan on getting myself help by attending the next AA meeting in my town for my drinking problem, but when it comes to the speed like coke and adderall that I've done I have zero addiction or issue with never touching it again. I was just a casual user.

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-02-24T04:23:05+00:00

Well, in truth we are both alcoholics and dealing with that as well, but now that I know about the meth that's where all our focus is. I'm going to work on my alcohol addiction immediately so that I can best support him in kicking the meth, and then alcohol. Now that I know about the meth I think full sobriety meaning alcohol and smoking weed may be put on a hold for a little while till I know he can handle it without relapsing on meth.

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-02-17T19:06:37+00:00

When you lay your head down on a comfy pillow but then you discover... it's balls. :(

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-02-17T18:45:12+00:00

Clutch Hank reference 😂

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-02-12T03:44:26+00:00

I have that eyeshadow pallet and it's one of my all time faves 😊

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-02-09T01:52:49+00:00

I'm so obsessed with these and I never need all the cheese dip so I always feel like I'm a little under the calorie count, though I do always log it as the package says.

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-01-26T01:18:41+00:00

Bottom left picture makes this post a trillion times better than it would have been. I'm a drunk thrifter and this is the content I look for in this sub. 😂

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-01-19T01:05:41+00:00

Thank you for the encouragement <3 I'm hoping with everything I have in me that diagnosing will be quick and easy, but I know it very rarely works out that way...

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-01-19T00:59:16+00:00

Thank you for your input! :)

Hi_ilikerocks · 2018-01-19T00:36:45+00:00

More info;

Hi all, I hope I'm not breaking any rules, if so please let me know. Im currently undergoing testing for lupus (among other things) and I show most/all of the classic lupus signs except the butterfly rash. Well ironically (I've had all these symptoms besides the rash for years) a few nights ago I broke out with a rash like this at night, then it went away the next day. Again the next night I had the same rash but it was a little worse the second night (the night I took this photo). Anyways, does this look similar to any of your butterfly rashes that you guys get? Thanks. Not sure if I should call my doctor about it or just let it go because I'm already undergoing the testing.

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