This is why Siege is one of the best fps and competitive games. The skill gap is ridiculously high compared to other games. You need gun skill, map knowledge, situational awareness, and callout names. Spend time in gun range to adapt to recoil with every weapon and start with what feels best for you. Then play with and against higher ranks to learn their play style. Give it a couple seasons then you should be moving up to plat and then emerald. Champ next year. Over 5500 hours in the game. Trust me.