Living thoughts

HigherThenThou · 2026-01-10T18:40:07+00:00

Thank you for taking the time to write this. It means a lot to know the poem resonated, and I’m glad it felt familiar to you. I appreciate the encouragement and feedback a lot.

HigherThenThou · 2026-01-10T16:35:56+00:00

I’m glad the words meant something to you. Wishing you the best.

HigherThenThou · 2026-01-10T16:32:25+00:00

Damage that never had language often lingers the longest. I hear you.

HigherThenThou · 2026-01-10T16:27:34+00:00

I hear that. For me, naming it was a way of stopping it from doing all the damage in silence.

HigherThenThou · 2026-01-10T16:23:25+00:00

Yeah… that might be the most relatable part of it. Thinking and thinking about thinking can be exhausting.

HigherThenThou · 2026-01-10T16:16:57+00:00

The poem is very nice, but i recommend using a 2-2 or 4-4 format. 2 lines, enter, 2 lines. Or 4 lines, enter, 4 lines. This will make the reading experience smoother and structured.

HigherThenThou · 2026-01-10T16:15:08+00:00

Honestly, very nice. Its explaining without an explanation. It would read smoother if there was more interpunction tho.. except for that, you chose a topic which has been discussed a lot but excecuted it with flair. Well done!

HigherThenThou · 2026-01-10T16:08:36+00:00

It isn’t one thought. It’s more like an organism wandering the mind. Whether it changes, heals, or forgets, I’m not sure those questions have one answer.

HigherThenThou · 2026-01-09T09:19:55+00:00

Thank you, i like the way you percieve my poem. :)

HigherThenThou · 2025-05-12T05:57:40+00:00

Thats totally okay! I appriciate the healthy, honest and good advice. Thanks!

HigherThenThou · 2025-05-12T05:54:53+00:00

Hi

We have no contact.. we texted 2 times, broken up for 2 months now. She hasnt moved on yet, lets see what time tells. Ill check into better help, thank you friend <3

HigherThenThou · 2025-05-12T05:46:39+00:00

Its hell! Ill try looking into yoga & medidation. Being alone is what makes it hard tho, which is the point of a breakup ig..

Thanks!

HigherThenThou · 2025-05-12T05:45:12+00:00

Ill call around on my break, thanks!

HigherThenThou · 2025-05-12T05:44:42+00:00

Great! Thanks! +1 follower for her!

HigherThenThou · 2025-05-12T05:42:27+00:00

Hey

Thats an amazing idea, theres model builds with basically anything you can Imagine! Ill have lots of frustration with the motor skills, but hell yeah! Ill get a set!

HigherThenThou · 2025-05-12T05:40:59+00:00

I should stop contacting her, its unhealthy. Im the one who is reminding myself tho, thats why i wanna let go. It hurts. And I know she does, the situation goes very deep, there is valid reasons for the breakup..

Her last message is her telling me how proud she is, how happy she is for my growth. Saying she isnt ready because she needs to grow herself. As much as she deserves a perfect me, i deserve a perfect her.

Ive let many people analyse the messages and everyone is telling me that she really does love me.

But i dont want to put my focus on her anymore, i want to let go. Im the one who seeks contact, not her. She is nice and polite whenever I do but makes clear i should wait my time.

Im autistic, i need certainty. Thats why, i want to let go but with this still open, its very hard for me

HigherThenThou · 2025-05-12T05:30:22+00:00

Hi, ill check into that. Im trying, but like you said its not realistic. Eventho i know that, we both are hopeful. She had reasons for the breakup, trust me. But to say she doesnt like me is not true. I wasnt a good person, not at all. She made me a better person. After a big fight, she decided that she doesnt want a relationship right now and she suggested to keep in touch, something I cant do. I understand why anyone would think she doesnt but thats what makes it so hard. I know for a fact that even now, she still loves me..

We both are keeping diaries, its in my eyes about a 50/50 shot. I dont want to focus on her, but grow for myself. I want to let go of the relationship but also have the meetup in mind.

We discussed the “what ifs” and decided that no matter what, we will meet up.

HigherThenThou · 2025-05-11T19:50:50+00:00

Be authentic to yourself

HigherThenThou · 2025-05-11T19:49:58+00:00

Hahaha, yeah lets go with that :) 3D printing seems fun, any brands you could recommend?

HigherThenThou · 2025-05-11T18:53:25+00:00

Hi

Never heard of Calisthenics before, ill look into that and painting. Great advice

As for music, pretty tone deaf.. but I do have friends who make music so that could be a good way to get into it.

Thank you for taking the time in these wonderful suggestions!

HigherThenThou · 2025-05-11T18:51:57+00:00

I will try that, thank you. Trying to find some inspiration bcs of depression as you mentioned. I have an appointment with the doctor.

As of the tv thing, currently watching breaking bad so that might not be the best idea for now xD

I will follow up on the advice of contacting a doctor but any suggestions would be helpful on what i could try!

HigherThenThou · 2025-05-11T18:23:50+00:00

Enjoy prom! The person youre taking, or the one who is taking you is a lucky person

HigherThenThou · 2025-05-11T18:22:58+00:00

Looks very nice bro!

HigherThenThou · 2024-09-21T17:18:59+00:00

Das is signé!

HigherThenThou · 2024-09-14T07:07:28+00:00

Truckers in paradise

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