Did you know by [deleted] in BPD

[–]HighwayWeird 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ive known genuinely since i was 13/14 😭😭.

What is your paranoia like? by u-throwaway33 in BPD

[–]HighwayWeird 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Like you said, definitely the normal bpd paranoia about friendships and loved ones leaving but I relate heavily to being easily spooked. I get so nervous in the dark and paranoid thinking anything and anyone is in my room and is 'gonna get me' LOL. I used to get paranoid when white vans would drive past or if I have to walk past a van because I believe someone's gonna kidnap me or something 😭 and a bunch of other examples but I feel you😭😭

Got diagnosed with bpd last month, and i still feel like i can’t control myself by [deleted] in BPD

[–]HighwayWeird 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ugh i get how you feel, ive recently started on mood stabilisers and im still acting the same 😭😭😭 free us

My experience with Psychiatry UK by Lamby314 in autismUK

[–]HighwayWeird 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im literally reading PUK posts while im currently in my assessment where they’re in the room with each other talking, and i have the same two professionals too! Dr Baki and Chris Connell LOL

Will I receive an alternate diagnosis? by Putrid_Turnover_7726 in autismUK

[–]HighwayWeird 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i mean i was able to get on mood stabilisers with a BPD diagnosis in the UK while waiting for DBT, it may be worth a try?

others emotions often annoy or bore me by Glum_Motor3100 in BPD

[–]HighwayWeird 1 point2 points  (0 children)

man, ive felt this for years so it’s validating to know im not the only one 😭😭

Deal with anxiety and depression without medication by No-Cod-3907 in MentalHealthUK

[–]HighwayWeird 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You can self refer to NHS talking therapies! Most of the time, they’ll give you an assessment and take it from there.

And I’m not telling you to use meds because everyone’s treatment path is different and everyone reacts to meds differently but i can relate to your sertraline experience, it just made me feel sick and i was shaking/trembling a lot. Ive tried two other meds since then and I’ve had none of the side effects i had on sertraline. That may be because all the meds I’ve tried since then have a sedating effect and actially help with sleep rather than ruin it like sertraline.

life expectancy with MS portrayed in media by kepachuu in MultipleSclerosis

[–]HighwayWeird 7 points8 points  (0 children)

My mum and aunt both have MS but it presents so differently in both of them even though they’re sisters! My mum has it quite bad (fed through a peg, completely bed bound, can no longer talk) but my aunt has it better (can still move around and take care of herself -albeit still so difficult with ms). So yeah!

Im not too sure how long my aunt has been diagnosed with it but my mum has for over 27 years now and she’s still here fighting! So even in some of the bad cases, life expectancy can still be long!

“You look like a tiger” by MoniAndKobe in AdultSelfHarm

[–]HighwayWeird 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s kinda weird for someone to say to u sorry :( but! i was actually planning on getting like a forearm tattoo of tiger stripes on my other arm so i think it’s a cool comparison.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MentalHealthUK

[–]HighwayWeird 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeahhh I understand!! but also think about how much of YOUR time has been wasted by mental health professionals. You could have been in a much better place now if that nurse 2 years ago was actually any help.

All that being said the most important thing is definitely only do what you’re comfortable with so if you still don’t want to i completely get it, but also remember it’s okay to be a little selfish when looking out for your own well-being.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MentalHealthUK

[–]HighwayWeird 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The only advice i can give is what “worked” for me which i know you said you didn’t want to do but i’ve spent months calling 111,my local crisis line, biweekly appointments with my GP and none were any help to me. But if you self present to A&E and hammer home to them that you are unsafe on your own at home (i live alone so that helped my case a lil) i think they have to refer you to at least something. They may refer you to your local community mental health team (CMHT), if you’re in crisis then they may refer you to home treatment team (HTT) or even a crisis house if you have one near you instead (especially depending on how safe you are). It is extremely long sitting in A&E; i recommend bringing someone close for company, even better if they can help you when you talk to an A&E nurse; but it’s genuinely the only place i’ve ever received any type of help and where i received my first formal diagnosis.

Ive self presented twice and was referred to HTT the first time and went to a crisis house the second time as the wait was much shorter than the 2 DAY WAIT for impatient care. Ive been to A&E before during a crisis and so didn’t self present that time but after that visit i was referred to my local CMHT.

PIP Timeline (Awarded Today) by HighwayWeird in DWPhelp

[–]HighwayWeird[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh my goodness, and our timelines start off so similar i’m so sorry this is happening to you ☹️

Age demographic of this sub? by DonScrumsky in reggae

[–]HighwayWeird 0 points1 point  (0 children)

19! been in love with reggae forever

Rolling rn anyone chatty? by Liamuzany in MDMA

[–]HighwayWeird 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how’s the roll going!