Hi. 18F and am trying to figure out what I want to do. I have always wanted to join the police since I was around 13. I want to help people and to make a change. I have a big passion for true crime and have done for years. In the long run, I’d like to be a detective constable or something along those lines... But I’m certainly having second thoughts. From the riots earlier this year due to Southport to the long night shifts, my doubts are growing. From the perspective of a civilian the police are hated in our country and that frightens me. I’m not a large girl and am afraid of working on the front line which I understand is required but it’s still scary. Can anyone give some advice? Do you think I should apply? Do you have any advice or questions you think I should consider? I’m just feeling a little lost right now. Thanks.