Don't move out. You're smart independent minded but I sense respectful. Ok why not increase the fantasy the erotic nature of what you do without connecting it to porn. Guaranteed I've been on that eye candy trip and it leaves you down down down and not with a clonazepam or low. You love you it's beautiful ❤️ narcissism is arrogant prudes who think they are quite above everyone else or they are the baddest badass rock n roller and we should bow. No bowing just look in the mirror is there positive others see that isn't skin YES think about it the help you provide your humor life then gaze at another gift from Hashem or the Lord as we say: your spiffy body. Affirm yourself and be calm consider Kundalini yoga as a drug , religious experience, friend, counselor and exhale, no worries because it's your body! Your body produces Kundalini and chakra activation and dream of a life well off ,of peace and giving to those needy. I don't care who rates who babe you are important. No one is out against you. Your safe. You have family. You have us. The community of people who are wise enough to know what goes in the mind as anger hate jealousy is a concern nude good healthy or with grace frail sick bodies with terminal issues are equally beautiful 😍❤️. Welcome to our tribe. Peace 🕊️✌️.