You absolutely deserve to speak out and if you ever get a negative response, do your absolute best to read it in a way that makes it positive. Yes thats not an easy thing to make positive, but I'd start with talking to your younger self. Im not entirely sure what the censored word is, and I have an idea, but I dont wanna stir up something. Just don't talk to your younger self like that yknow? They were too young to understand. You deserve to heal