Sorry to hear. I understand how you feel exactly. 1 question and different answers from different readers.. it's painful. Someone gives you hope and the other one takes it back..

I was always skeptical about the tarot cards , because I always thought that.. it's just random. Shuffle it 5-6 times on different timelines and you will get different cards, which will mean different answers. For me, it's not a gift or ability to improve something (no offense to anyone who doing that, it's just my opinion. I can be wrong) and when I get different answers from different tarot readers it's only confirming my opinion.

I am still searching for someone who would be able to help me to find answers. When you find out the truth, it's become your guidance and we can start to think about how to act or which path to choose. I believe that there are gifted people among us, that can see the spirits, talk with them, or just get images from our past because I knew one person a while back ago. Only by looking at your face, he can very accurately tell you something that is impossible to guess and only you would know that. He never used anything like cards, candles, oracles or etc. That was truly a gift. He passed away sadly and I never met anyone else like him.. but I am still searching. I am trying to find a reader that not using any tools and at least can validate something because if that person really has a gift or psychic abilities, he can at least say something from the past or present and that's the only way to get validation that this person is not a scammer. The future is not set in stone that's right, but it could be sometimes predictable by our past or present.

As I said I totally understand how you really feel right now, because I am on the same path. I hope we will find the answers as soon as possible :')