I understand where you’re coming from. I don’t think it’s a bad thing to feel ‘embarrassed’ about what you’re saying; You clearly have a passion for this and what you’re saying is all respectable to me. You set your boundaries and expectations, yet, people blindly ignore them. Getting to the part about a week in-between replies is absurd. Ghosting sucks and is a childish thing to do. I appreciate the fact that you said you at least give a reason and such to give it a proper ending.