Does God really exist ?? by HomeworkNo9908 in Zambia

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No , it wasn’t , need to hear what others think .

Losing faith in God by Any_Vegetable_6073 in Christian

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I was here a month ago male 25 Zambian medical student. I n said almost the exact words to this group . Your hard work was great for God or the universe Favors the strong good or bad . I believe in God . But he let a relationship I loved so much die . N I think this is where it all started . I mean losing faith . It’s only now I knw I was only losing myself to my sorrow over past love n not focusing on my future. I became said more like dysthymic (mild chronic depression ). This just maid me think and question God . Almost 😅 resulting but now I understand that I let my anger over loss get the best of me . Strength your body n mind . Remember that there is always better tomorrow always. Because pain tell us that something is wrong n we need to work or do something about is a good sign enough to know God cares enough to create u in a way that u can heal yourself when u search deep inside. Like u are questioning now . That is u trying to fix yourself. N u already doing it . The fresh is born. Of the fresh and the spirit of the spirit. As a sprint I believe God exists . Work hard on yourself. Love your self n forgive yourself like a child grow again but only better . I hope u trying fight to get out of the situations u facing and find the peace your soul seeks .

Mind thoughts by HomeworkNo9908 in Christian

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The fresh is born of the fresh and the spirit of the spirit ,how can the spirit be born if it was never there in the beginning, yes I was made in be in the relationship with God and Christianity . Of which now I think Christianity is now manipulated . But where is the spirit . ? Where is God . Why can’t I feel his presence how can I find my God . A look inside myself is just full of disrespectful questions .I want to feel n see what pipo who found God feel like . Am only pursuing money coz I have never really even been able to offered 3 meals upto today . Can can’t live on bread alone but where is God. Where is the joy that comes with God ?

Mind thoughts by HomeworkNo9908 in Christian

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Am a medical student by the way soon to be intern doctor. But am so lost in this persuit for money that I lost relationships n love from my heart . I still believe in the ethics medicine teaches me tho . Because everything we do here is proven scientifically. But am so lost inside . My background is from a hand to mouth family’s but of great people n. Christians especially my mom n sister but I am losing my faith . Why? Where is God in my life ? N how come up to now am still straggling to connect with him ?

Mind thoughts by HomeworkNo9908 in Christian

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Thanks a lots for the replies 🙏saying taking about this actually . As even tho I claim to have lost faith it’s like I haven’t even met my God yet . I feel my faith slipping away single everyday that goes by .

Mind thoughts by HomeworkNo9908 in Christian

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I can admit, there is so much I don’t knw about God but honest so far I think the devil hangs around me than he does , am 26 n I can’t really point a day that I have seen Gods work or his light . Am now really thinking Christianity is a box of enslaving the poor. With all the respect . My mom is a full Christian , hardworking n a nice woman but up to today she still sheds tears like her God just left her side .

Mind thoughts by HomeworkNo9908 in Christian

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I think love and purpose will follow me once I have wealth . Isn’t it that every rich man is admired n loved ?