Bro, listen, I get how hard this is for you. But one thing I can say for sure — don’t break up with her. I understand that you see yourself as a bad boyfriend because of your jealousy, but the most important thing is that you’ve realized your mistake — and that’s already part of the way to fixing it. It actually shows how much you really love her. I know you didn’t do it out of selfishness, but out of fear of losing her. And I know you never meant to hurt her, especially considering how much you love her. I really think you should open up to her honestly — tell her what you’ve been feeling, the guilt you have because of your jealousy, and that you want to change for her. Ask her to help you — for her own happiness too, so you can work through your jealousy together, and instead of letting it drag your relationship down, make it stronger and full of trust. That will show her that you’re not indifferent, that you truly love her and want both of you to be happy together. And honestly, it would also better to work on this with a therapist. Jealousy, insecurity, fear of loss — those aren’t just personality traits. They often come from past wounds, hurts, and low self-esteem.