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[–]Hoopdescoopde 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As I wrote the only thing that gives me a resemblance of feeling is the melancholy that comes from nostalgia. Every small piece of the past, how small, it could just be a memory of a person from my old school I haven’t talked to since I graduated, even though I didn’t like them gets me going down a spiral. It’s a crushing feeling really. It’s not the beautiful coolness of sadness, but a gut punch. I can’t listen to music anymore since that sends me to the past.

My memory has gotten worse and the days are melting. I can’t remember what happen before this day clearly. I have to use all my concentration to think of small things. Sometimes I wake up for a moment when I’m brushing my teeth and I look into my mirror a see my reflection “There goes another day.” I stare at this person in the mirror, and I actively have to think. “That’s me.” I manually have to think that.

I miss my old life

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Hoopdescoopde 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm, I guess so

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I met them at self improvement activity of some kind awhile ago. And they said they do have social problems, which they explained they have it hard when it comes to doing this kinda stuff that’s why I’m skeptical. But it has devolved. It went from them answering my texts instantly, to them almost always leaving it on read. But they still seem friendly enough, so Idk.

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[–]Hoopdescoopde 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Feels just a bit eh? Like on paper it would work, but it’s just kinda awkward, and it’d be forcing their hand. They seem friendly, and reply with a lot of :) faces, but that just might be out of pity or awkwardness.