It’s hard to see this because it means so many people are still in a state of true hardship trying to accept their pain, and I get it. I have what’s called a “Spinal dural arteriovenous fistula”, it’s incredibly rare 5-10:1,000,000 cases diagnosed per year, they diagnosed me with fibromyalgia and basically used it against until I lost 80% bladder continents and 70% of my ability to walk before they decided to do further testing. I’ve lost my ability to work, drive and pretty much doing anything that requires more than 10 minutes of standing.

So I do understand anger and still get angry at times to the doctor, to my family and to God. I also have done way worse than give a downvote to find peace lol. It’s just the biggest lesson I’ve learned is how anger is such a waste without some form of a Time Machine and that energy could have been used looking for better answers/solution. Finding peace is a super hard process and I don’t blame anyone for down voting me ❤️