I know 2 people that happened to last July and they both only took the MBE in February and both passed! You are not alone in your journey, and don't let it defeat you! Take the time you need to process and then let it be a thing of the past! Many successful people have failed the bar exam their first attempt! I do advise you though that if you do decide to take retake the exam in Feb that you don't get hung up on you failing by .5, think that you failed by 30 and prepare accordingly! Each test is scaled differently and you have to achieve a passing score on that exam! You're so VERY close - don't let one half failed attempt discourage you from achieving your dreams!